wO bU hUi fAnG qI dE~~~~

hApPI bDaE tO mOiX

2005-03-09T19:47:00.000-08:00

hey hey...here to blog le...todae woke up late of cos...12 am was bein woken up by all those wishin mi sms e...thx thx...den this morin gt another few more smses wishin mi e..thx thx... gttin ready and off to skool....
on the wae to skoll was kinda worried lar...worried hah...den reach skol nth happen...phew..haz...lesson were borin man...i no mood oso...jus wana die frm it liao...den recess cut cake wit frenz...den after tt chi....dint slp nehz...1st time im awke in chi lesson...den lata mathx...mr woon werent here...2 period free...den oh oh....moix fren start drawin mi hand le..followed by other...cant even struggle off thm...was handicuff by thm man...den draw til the had duno like wad sia...sho ps to walk arund wit all the wishes on moix hands man...oso kena beat frm clsmate man...machiam killin peeps the......after tt go canteen lolz...kena beat like hell again ..all hit same spot nehz...pain til cry...cant tahan pain animore...feel so useless man....so sian...dint do anitin at all...4plus go off le...tt moix bdae bax...no mood to celebrate oso...no qi fen oso...aniwae mi wana thx all thos peeps tt wrote all the wishes in the card..and the cookies..yumyum~~...stil tins the beast prezzie ish the card...can nv be forgtten e... thx all...love you guyz loadS~~
hml le..mama bought pizza and lots of tiny..gt mox fav choco too...hoho..im gonna be fat le~~~~tt all bahx...happi bd to mi once again~

tired~

2005-03-07T18:47:00.000-08:00

woooz....todae lesson were alrite...as i sae in moix diary...mondae rox sia...all the comb. hunams and sci in a dae sia...haiz... cant realli focus in cls..kip thinkin of wad should i do on u lolz...dun lehz...seems to be lost lehz...ai ni yet fang bu xia ni...haix...howhowhow??? frends ask mi to gib some ask mi nt too gib up...haix...im confused....haiz...after sch ate le den nana cum...gib mi choco lehz...sho happi..thxthx...eat liao my heart lighten alot...choco ish moix fav whenever im feelin down...thxthx...after tt go jp den go hml le...cum hml slp til now...im sooooo tired...if nt fer h/w i wunt haf gt up le...would haf jus slp til tml mornin den pack bag le...i duno y im so tired mentalli n physicalli...haix...jus wana slp and nv gt up lolz...
tmnl gt trg ...haiz...tml jiu shi tue le...sho fast im nt even in the mood fer mi own bd ...kaox...tt all bahx....
wHeN i sEe uR sMiLe,My dAeS sEeM tO bE hApPi aNd lItE~mIsS yEw~

fark up family

2005-03-06T23:15:00.000-08:00

hey im back to blog...basicalli ytd had trg at yuhua...tag wasnt bad..fun oso but duno y i like ply diffli like tt..sry peeps if hurt dao u gals..after trg mi go eat le jiu go hml shower...sho wantin to orh orh after shower but cant...gt kaixuan trg...nearli slp at hml...eyes are half off le...walk to bus stop oso half open nia...met yu den set off to ccab le...slp the whole trip there...bus sho cold oso...dao liao...sit at stadium ... trg stared wit the ssame routine as jss trg man...sian tiao lolz..everytin the same lehz...sumore mi mood ish tryin to hide le..[personal r/s]..tryin to act nth happen ...somehow manage to do it....sian de yao shi...den oso do footwork...den da dui le...enjoy myself nt tinkin of aniother tin...trg end change le jiu when hml liao...dun wana eat oso,...tryin to control my tears reach hml mama sold mi fer nth lehz...den cry the whole nite..i nv do anitin lolz...m i such a burdden to u all??haix...cry to slp without dinner ...gastric hurtz man...haix..i miss[eu]->[cHiXiNjUedUi]
todae~
woke up 9 +...shower online le..mama papa woke up oso...fatfat oso...den i gt scoldin fer nth again lehz..didi dun wan wake up mi fault mehz>???sae himoso dunn care e...den all bu shuang even mi...all tt bastard fault den hai dao hole family unhappi...now gt up liao...ply his ps2 act dao nth happen...kaoz...this kind of bro oso gt lehz...13 on 14 liao oso bu hui xiang...kan dao wo bei ma dao sho jia latt oso dun dare speak out the truth...hamm jiii argh!!! fatfat dou gan bang wo 14 yrs e sho useless....haix...fark up lehz....sae sho much oso cant hlp dao...jus wish sumone sumdae will understane mi feelin man...blog tonitez~

Haix!!

2005-03-04T16:11:00.000-08:00

hey im back to blog liao...obviousli todae im totalli off yet down... didnt attend skool... wasnt feelin well at all...haiz...feel so weak and useless bery soon le...aniwae woke up quite late todae...can sae 2 plus den gt out of bed,weak dao totalli stay in bed since last nitez man...haix...now im beta le but abit luan all tt...haix...dint go todaes skool trg too...sure gonna miss alot tiny des...haix...moreover i duno tml can go trg ma...mama dam angry wit mi fer nt attendin skool...wad the...weak dao like tt stil wan mi go skool suffer...wad mother ish this...sumtimes jus hate her lots...nt understandin at all..sho upset~~~!haix...aniwae listened to chi xin jue dui the whole dae inside moix room...can sae im mad fer repeatin it ovver n over again...but i jus love it...haix...cried few timez todae...cried cos of past ...siao rite...haix..nvm hu will understand mi....i hope i can go trg tml and out on sundae ...olreadi plan i dun wish to cancel it lolz... would be dam upset if i haf to cancel thm...my ma haf no rite to control my life ...jus cos of nt attendin skool todae she don allowed mi to go out on sat n sun ..wad this...im sick ish i wan e mehz...can control e mehz...ridiculious!!!haix...
i wana cut moix hair!

weAkEn bY dAe

2005-03-03T17:44:00.000-08:00

its been long tt ive last updae ehz....haix...haven been update this poor little listener of mine le...tink ur bored to death le bahz bloggie...hmmm....lets start wit mon bahx...hopefuli i can remember ...aniwae im jus summarisin nia lar...hmmm...
Mon~
sch wan boring...mondae lover nehz...can die frm it...comb humans and sci on sae dae yet ish frm 1 to 4th period are combine humas den after tt 4 period of combine sci...rox rite???slp fer 8 period liao lolz but i din slp .....wad would u do if u haf all these lesson on the same dae...?rox the wolrd upside down man...im totalli stress frm all this 8 lesson....nearli slp lolz...but i haf to wake myself up...i cant slp like wad i do in sec 3 daes...all i do ish slp tru the yrz...no wae im doing this in sec 4 ...N level ish rund the coner le...no time fer mi to slack liao...im worried fer tt
FArkin N level~~~after sch when ta hall fer O level release~im surprise tt there are peeps tt score so mani A1s man...i totalli can believe man...a1z lehz...how m i gona gt those result?N level i oso cant make it tt kind le...yet O level stil gt peeps socrin so well...mux realli pei fu those geni man...while knowin their result i some how gt the worry`ness like tt...haix... after tt went hml le bahx...
TuE~
lesson were alrite...but i dream in cls alot ...was think of nth but u..i duno y kip thinkin...haix...lesson til 3 pluz....den cum out go fer trg le...trg was more on skills bahx...im totalli out of strength n everytin...feel sho useless...cant spin oso le..haix,...jus feel like takin the ball n wack it far awae man...feel sho fark up wit my back pain knee and elbow~~~!!!!i owaes tot of gibin up bbal but wadever i tell sir he jus wunt approve mi ... told mi nt to gib up but wads the use of mi plyin on with nt performin when i should be....trg sho long i stil cant correct wad i should be correctin...arint i jus wastin my own time going trg all these....i sumtimes jus wonder ...haix... after trg when hml le...haix..
WeD~
lesson nt bad...was bery slpy but dint slp...1st time....gt back chem papers...failed lolz...haix tt teacher teach i totalli dun gt her...ask her one on one stil cant understand her ....4gt it...after sch eat le do h/w den 230 took sch bus down to support boys finals...haix...my wish of plyin in the finals gone lolz...last yr in jss le...wunt gt the chance to ply after this yr..haix...tou i haf sec 5 but i duno whether to ply if i go sec 5...nvm...while watchin the gme was thinkin of mani mani tins...all the tins hapen in tt hall durin my sec 2 dae...haix...it happened todae oso..im sho upset lolz...boys lost to unity...den collectin przie le...was very upset...sir wasnt there ... 2 yrs back he wasnt there too!!!im sumhow hate tt... 2 yrs back we took our prize he want there now oso nt there...u nv wanted to see the 5 of us take jus tell us lolz...y stil bother to tell us u wan to see us tru our last yr in jss..YYYYY????sobxx...y wan make us think negative...at least tell us y u werent there...upset man...after tt when jp makan jiu go hml le...
TodAE~
lesson fer 1st 2 period fun...had balloon to ply ...im scared of it aniwae....we are told to blow as big as possible to rite our dream on it...of cos i did tt....2nd balloon was told to blow fer our problem...after tt we were told to burst our problem balloon...oh no...this ish scary....i dun dare to sit on it man....so took pen n poke...boom...gt shocked ...scream sia...mani gals also scream....den had to hlp to tie the balloon on the window...kaoz....was shakin like shit....1st 3 balloon successfuli put...next 3 burtz rite b4 mi man....nearli cry...heart pump dam fast man....but fun lar...all thos boom boom and screamin...hahz...den jiu lesson le...after recess jiu go com lab til 115...actualli muz do coursework...but mi n mi frenz surfin the net all the wae til end of the dae,...haix...after tt go jp den hml le...haix...
tml gt trg lehz...dun feel like going ....tired!!
Wo HeN xIaNg nI!!!haix...
i haf no interest in bbal le..im totalli dead in bbal ..i jus wana stop plyin ... i jus wana stop!!!haix...i haf mani tins i wana sae but 4gt it...sae le no one will understand how i feel ... all i can do ish i jus take a step at a time le... dun wan look back or tink far le...jus wana relax my brain fer the rest of my life...hope my heart stop b4 i do anitin silli?i understand y gals like to cut there hand i do now...i neo the feelin le cos i tried it...it hurz physicalli nt emotionally...it feel alot beta tt bein hurt emotionalli...haix....i neo i have been tellin peeps nt too...but now im doin it ,i finalli understnd lehz...haiz....tt all bahx...take care all....

Im all about [you]

2005-02-27T09:39:00.000-08:00

There's somethin' I've got to say
You're always with me
Even though, you're far away
Talkin to you on my cell
Just the sound of your voice
Makes my heart meltOh girl, well it's true
I'm all about you
I'm all about us
No baby, you never
Have to question my love
And every night there's a new crowd
But it's always you I'm singing about
There is only one
These words are going out to
Oh girl, I'm all about you
I know you worry sometimes
Some other girl will
Make me forget you're mine
There's not a doubt in this world
That anyone could take
The place of my number one girlIt's true
I'm all about you
I'm all about us
No baby, you never
Have to question my love
And every night there's a new crowd
But it's always you I'm singing about
There is only one
These words are going out to
Ohhh girl, I'm all about you
When I close my eyesI can see you
It's like you're right here
And this feeling's only getting stronger
You're with me everywhere
I'm all about you
I'm all about us
No baby, you never
Have to question my love
And every night there's a new crowd
But it's always you I'm singing about
There is only one
These words are going out to
Ohhh girl, I'm all about you
I'm all about you
Fades...

deAd~~

2005-02-26T10:48:00.000-08:00

haix...it seems like i shoulden be living in this unreasonable world man...each time i wana pick myself up i fall badli down again...nt the 1st time le...countless time im fallin again n again...y????im tryin my best to pick myself up and yet ish all wad i gt even b4 i can realli recover... cant i jus leave a simple life?or may be i should jus slp my life n nv gt up ... i tink i should ...but this ish jus hidin awae frm realitie...even i can escape this would my next life be beta or worse.?haix... i know there are peeps out there tt cares...but truli can this peeps understand my true and hurtful feelin inside mi?sumtime i jus wan cry n cry all out...but sumtime im jus lost and duno wad to do...im soooo tired le...wana shut my eyes ferever....
THx Sy`14 fer the chat..felt sumtin frm [u] ... and oso wana sae sry too...
thx cl`09 fer ya concern...thx loads!
reach hml 4 plus this mornin...sho tired now but stil dun wana slp...haiz...faced the music frm father and surprisinly i didnt gt it frm my ma..but instead she hlp mi tok to my pa....how surprised!!but im guilty ok! can feel tt my ma ish hurt inside after wad happen ytd...and she stil act dao nth happen n tok to mi niceli!!argh!!im rong bout my mother...but nt fer my father!!!haix...going out to town lata wif frenz fer movie(hide and seek) and kai kai ..2nd time watchin it...dun wana stay hml....stay another hourz = to another face of music by pa...gona go out til tonite...
Im BacK fRm movIe aNd sHoPPiNg!!!!!!
firstli i muz sae im hyper todae!!!onli had 2h of sleep...when to plaza sing den to jurong point ...moivez!!wanted to watch hide n seek but no sit den decide to watch white noise....suppose to be a horror show but i ended up cryin and laffin man...those pictures are scary ...kinda sadist todae lar...ppl were screamin while i was cryin...toopid man...after tt walk rund jp...so sian...jp close eyes oso can walk liao...after tt i go da qiu...oopz...heez...i jus wana ply to let out mi feelin...now im hml le...startin to tink ..haix...sian!!!
11 daes to mi bdae nehz...kinda worried lar...mani are happi but im scared n worried!!!

jIa yOu

2005-02-24T19:40:00.000-08:00

hey im here to blog again le...ytd lost to nanyang in semi....haix...sad lolz...nvm...tml ply dunearn ...mux win to gt 3rd!!!!haix...nationals mux jia you loads more man....this few dae feel so tired mentalli n physicalli....feel like slpin and nv gt up...slp fer the rest of my life...im jus sho tired le...aniwae...todae common test sure to fail wit flyin colour e...haix..jus cant concentrate this week on studies...haix...sho worried....N level ish in 130 daes time...mux realli buck up le...mux at least gt a good result .... hopefuli can go on further in studies bahx...tou i hated studying....no choice life ish meaninless wit onli N cert lolz...how far can this cert bring mi?kaox...gotta jia you...and tml oso...gonna ply well?hopefulli i can focus on e gme nt like nanyang gme...was actualli distracted by sumtime lolz..lost my focus man...haix...
i missed the last time us~~

I pRoMiSe yEw

2005-02-24T15:00:00.000-08:00

It’s in the silences
The words you never say
I see it in your eyesAlways starts the same way
It seems like everyone we know is breaking up
Does anybody ever stay in love anymore
Chorus:
I promise you
From the bottom of my heart
I will love you ‘til death do us part
I promise youAs a lover and a friend
I will love you like I’ll never love again
With everything I am(ooh)I see you look at me
When you think
I’m not aware
You’re searching for clues
Of just how deep my feelings are
How do you prove the sky is blue
The ocean’s wide
All I know is what I feel
When I look into your eyes
CHORUSBridge:
Oh, There are no guarantees
That’s what you always say to me
But late at night
I feel the tremble in your touch (Oh yeah)
What I’m trying to say to you
I never said to anyone
CHORUS (x2)
You're everything
I amOh yeah
With everything I am

feeling low now...

2005-02-20T10:25:00.000-08:00

haix...im feeling sho down now....haix...aniwae letz start wit ytd..
ytd~~~
had trg in yuhua at 8...reach there 758 like tt....nt mani where there yrt...trg was fun and seem tt all are in the mood while im abit off...tired and backache..haix...ask meix crack fer mi ...bery shuang...thxthx...trg mostli do tac tiny...more on da dui frm 2v1 to 5v5...after trg ended ...haix...when to jp makan...mood swing lolz...sho sad...but didnt show fer the 1st time...after food decided to go jjc love tiny e...den thy sae nth much to do jiu decided to cum my place after askin moix mum...she allowed ...how surprise...hahax...cum le...yu kip openin all the tin she can find,...hahaz..tot ya moix rm ish like war zone...after tt cl & yc cum...in moix room tok tok abit den ply com n ps 2...after tt cl decieded to go back yuhua ply ball...hmmm....den jus all go off le..we 2 head fer yuhua again...plyed awhile jiu gt trg fer the gals...haix...duno y mood swing ahain...miss sumone lolz... the feelin ish sho bad man..... gone into daze again til i fall asleep there...lots of star last nitex...sho nice lolz...10 plus lites off...i stil dun wana go hml..jiu hang arund yc`4 there..tok tok lolz...reach hml 12 plus..haix....
todae~~~~
woke up cryin lolz...duno y...haix...dun wish to eleborate on...lata pei fatfat go sci center walk...he wan jiu pei him lolz..long time nv go see oso le...haix,...gotta study todae oso...common test starts frm tml til nxt wekk!!!haix...tml oso gt regent gme...mux jia you...

wad a dae!!!

2005-02-17T20:33:00.000-08:00

wooo...3 daes nv update nehz...dae past so fast lehz...bu zhi bu jue de jiu past le 3 dae lehz...last update was 14 ....haiz...nt very happi this few dae lahz...aniwae letz start wit ytd...
ytd~~~
woke up in the moring feelin bery dizzy and strengthles...was sickk the dae b4...when ta sch...in cls cant tahan...slp lolz..den eng lesson kena caught ...den lata mr chin ask mi y den i nv sae anitin den mi frenz sae mi fever...kpo...kena asked to bottom up a bottle of water sia...so wad lehz...recess oso kena force...den after tt release at mathx lesson... wantin to slp badli...so slpt awhile lolz...tt 10-20 min slp make mi feel like i haf slp fer the dae sia...was energitic after tt...den lata set off fer gme...tired again in bus...this time after woke up totalli strengthless...cant seems to gt going...warm up nt good...ball missin man...lata gme started...mi plyed 2nd period ...dying after awhile le...miss 2 lan di lolz...moral when down...nxt few period didnt ply...haix...after the gme watch regent ply...after tt debrief...den mi tio lecture le...haix...i realli wana u to gib up on mi lolz...haix...i tin bbal nt my cca...u oso sae le...bball s` nt my sports!!!!!yes i do haf all the qualities ...sooo? im stil useless cant perform!!!haix...mux y drop out and ply bbal part time and aim fer my dream beta ma...haix...
todae~~~
woke up late!!!dint do my morin' run...haix...but u oso lolz...kns e ...todae lesson was alrite til FnN...fuckin teacher...soooo bias!!!asshole....after sch waited fer sy`14 to go sir pri sch to hlp out...heez...was kinda fun plyin wit thm...but those little boys are jus so diaoz...feel like wackin thm man...p5 n 6 le lehz...stil so childish in mind...sho feel like kickin their butt....hahaz...long time nv ply badminton le...heng stil able to ply ehz....thx sir yet sry~heez...after tt went makan den jiu head hml le...bery tired todae nehz...haix...nitez all...muack~~

aIyO..sIcK

2005-02-14T15:58:00.000-08:00

wooo...didnt update fer daes le ehz...aniwae start wit sundae~when ta sir hse bai nian ...watch movie 2gather...tt chainsaw show was dam freak man...gt so freak out by the cutin off tt knee...mi knee oso pain sia...eee...after tt mani went off le...sum follow sir to haf dinner at sizzler...had a nice dinner there...thx...after tt pia hml le...
mondae which was ytd~~~
woke up earli fer sch...didnt wan to attend sch cos im dam tired man....no choice but to go...lesson were borin...duno y mani teacher came in without teaching lehz....mani dint teach lolz...mathz lesson was hell sia...took our recess den oso dun wan teach fer all 3 period...hai peeps hungery til gastric sia...bo bian ren til after sch...sch ended le...stil gt trg..mi sho tired lolz..all gt lesson end up onli few in canteen...eat le do h/w jiu slp liao..33o...trg started...can sae havin extreamli bad 1 ... da dui alot but i jus seem to kip fallin man...left knee totalli weak n pain ar... aniwae trg i jus dun see my focus there...even when i fall after the fall i den realised i had a fall...cum on...where m i...sho blurr~!~did alot run too...i did 1 set peng le..haix...sho useless ...trg ended wit 6 claps...yeahz...when hml lolz...knee cant realli walk hao hao pain .... reach hml dun dare tell mama..haix...aniwae didnt elebrate valentines...nth fer mi to celebrate...haix...
todae~~~~~~
415 woke up...realised i had fever..tell mama den mama nt happi...i bo bian oso nt i wan e..den let her nag lolz...din attend skool...10 plus woke up go doc myself...mama wokrin ask papa he sae go myself...go lolz...took my medi and mc jiu cum home slp til now le....oh ya..on the wae to the doc...weibin sms mi and chat..sho happi sia,...hahaz....now jus woke up head kinda hot nehz...tml gt gme lehz...duno can ply all out ma...sumore mi knee like tt...haix...do or die try my best....sir called and told mi sumtins...i agreed..i nv make tin worst cos i oso wan peace...ish she tt nt makin peace and kip findin tin to make mi unhappi...hax...i duno wad to sae... i jus wont tok much to her ...jus pass my dae witout any arguement tt all...

haix

2005-02-12T23:18:00.000-08:00

cousin all cum around 5 plus....mi was hafin moix nap...woke up sae all of em here... happi?no...no mood at all..haix...eat tok tok watch tb den thy gamble le...i jiugo do moix own tiny le...sho sian...den receive sms frm yc...sumhow had some arguement? was so sick lolz... i gib up man...i dun wan argue on jiu sms u those tiny sae will try tp pick up which im nt gg too...i jus dun wana argue wit u....haix...u nv understand how i feel lolz...i mean wad i sae e ...after final u gals jia you le...haix...*cried*...thou i dun wan see jurong fall...and fer my life i decided too...life ish more important thn jurong ... mi will stil gib all my support to jurong des...i realli had enuff of u n her le...haix... mama,ah ma all oso ask mi stop plyin le...i agree i should stop plyin too.... soon gtta sae good bye to all...haix...gonna find my happi yet simple life ahead...sumdae u guy will see mi becumin sumone u unexpected des...i haf this dream i realli wana work toward too...not a coach nor chef...but a sumone ull jus nv expect!!!can start as soon as i sae bye to bbalx....everyone has its own dream...sho do i...and im gonna make it cum true asap....nid a new life nt a life where i plyed bball tru my life ... ther ealot fer mi to explore ... to cap: wad i sae u can take it or u can fergt it... all ive sae cum frm my heart... whether u believe it anot ish up to u...cos i dun wan gt hurt deeper...the last sms i send cos i jus dun wana agrue ani more...which mean i give in to u... im sick of it le...REGRET~~~

TeArs fLoW dOwN

2005-02-12T10:31:00.000-08:00

woooz...few daes din update le...lazi type...now nth to do jiu type lolz...lets start wif ytd larz....ytd had lesson in the morning...pe do runing lehz...so tired...1st rund knee dam pain...2nd rund pia le..haixx...after tt go lesson...lesson todae was alrite la...din realli study much,but copy alot tiny..hand pain man....bell ring time fer hml...but i stil gt trg...wth...so sian lolz...waas my time in sch daedreamin...33o le...start wif 2 rund sch..kaox...im dead le horz...go back physical sia...ytd was tonnin up trg man...tired!!!nv do ani all do lei lei e lolz...kaox...after tt stil gt 3.2 run...haix...wads rong wit tt..u all should kneo 3.2 route e ma..stil run tt route...den wan sae peepz...u jus lucki i ren inside lolz...i dun wan argue onli...haix...sick of u !!!!after tt relax le...den sing song fer wee rong bdae...aniwae a big happi bdae to u nehx!!

phew...heng todae no trg change to mondae lolz...mondae another FULL trg ar...sianz...todae xiang go queenswae but duno mama let ma...haix...tonitez cousin all cumin to eat ...eat again...hahaz..tt wad cny ish fer..update tonitez..

[[:+:[[ a bell's ish not a bell till [u] ring it]]:+:]]
[[:+:[[ a song ish not a song till [u] sing it]]:+:]]
[[:+:[[ love in your heart was not to be put there]]:+:]]
[[:+:[[ love isn't love til [u] give it away]]:+:]]
[[:+:[[ love [u] with all my heart]]:+:]]

CnY dAe 1~

2005-02-09T09:59:00.000-08:00

hohoh...todae ish cny dae 1 ehz...woke up jus to blog be i go out...mite be a bz dae todae lolz...hahaz...ytd dinner had lots of fun....eat n eat n eat sia...den ply wit moix little cuz...shes sho cute...took pic wit her too...heez...long time nv see her...last saw her was when she ish still in her mama arm...ytd when she was walkin liao...aniwae her name suits her lots too...agnes~nice ehz??? after plyin wit her...ate choco ...everyone was eatin man...watchin tb together all tt...sho fun ....but no good fer mi...had bad sore throat todae...dint slepp well last nitez too...woke up wit sore throat heavy heads and bad sneeze man...sho xin ku ar...onli 1st dae of cny im down...kaox...how to eat all the choco and sweets and most important pineapple tarts~~~ahhhh!!!hahaz...nvm...jus carry on eatin those tin...after cny den go see doc lolz..hahaz..aniwae...update tml.~~gtg peepz...buaix...takecare !!! aNd hApPi CHi nEw yR tO aLl mOiX fReNs!!!

CnY aGaIn

2005-02-08T18:30:00.000-08:00

woo...todae ish cny eve le...tml gnna be bery bz lolz...todae woke up earli nehz...but reach sch bout 7 like tt...todae sch ends at 9plus nia..cos ish cny eve ...had concert in sch...indian dance was sho hip hop...whole concert i onli lob tt lots man...tt grp rock the hall~~~~after tt i jiu nearli fell asleep le...910 like tt end le...den wait fer the rest go jp makan den off to queeswae lolz...look fer shirt to pei my jean....actualli wanted tt addidas badli but no size..orange e lehz~~~~sho nice...jiu dint buy lolz...can wire but i wan lager size...hmmm...nvm den when back jp to find the bong bong t shirt...but sad to sae no more the design i wan le...haix...jiu nv buy lolz..tml waer nike orang e 1st...other dae den buy tt 2 tees..after cny jiu can buy the tinys i wan le...hoho...going fer tuan yuan fan now ...update after the dinner...buaix~~~
i miss yew loads le,haix...hope to see u soon~~~

tHiS iSh tHe jUrOnG i kNeW

2005-02-07T17:12:00.000-08:00

wooo....todae haf leave form~1005 leave form but i was release at later time cos of mathx test...flung fer sure es~~~haix...todae had gme against unity...a very crucial gme fer jurong...fer mi,i feel abit nervous at 1st...reach there jiu relax alot le...do warm up all tt..1pm starts...its the final chance fer us to prove to our sch,sir as well as all those peeps out there....last 2 gmes sucks fer us...won 1 lost 1...tt lost was a bad mistake ...

we won todaes gme wit honor and fairness....we plyed all out ...all of us were on fire and was determin to win todaes gme...determmination and fire brought out confi high up todae and win us the gme...all of us did a great job todae thou there are sum miss commu at times..but we stil manage to encourage each other and fite togather~this ish the ture jurong tt everyone out there wana see ...even mi...this ish the real jurong after soooo long ..... the nv sae die team~? yes we did win todae gme but lets nt be tooo carried awae by this win..there are stil 2 more gme fer us to fite and perform...lets win the nxt 2 gme b4 we r realli safe ehz...lets celebrate after evertin ish over...junrong well done~lets kip up and nt slide down again....

Im sTaRtiN tO mIsSeD yEw bAdLi...hAiX...tHoU u sMs mI i sTiL mIsS eVeRyTiN bOuT yEw...

we cAn dEs

2005-02-06T11:27:00.000-08:00

wooo...its sundae again...another week had past le...didnt haf a good week thou...alot down daes...hmmm...ytd had trg at yuhua cc...reach there 9 lolz..was late...4gt take ball bag..haix..reach there change jiu do hou wei movement le...was kinda havin mood swing ytd lolz... haix...TML gme against unity...mux win!!!! thou ytd trg 2 guards injuried..but im sure we can do it...mux ply all out!!! after trg when jp makan lolz..at jp mood swing again....hmm...cos of u bahx...after tt jiu go hml le...had a nap til 7 lolz... eat le watch tb awhile back to slp...slp til 2 plus suddenli woke up to read ur sms again n again....jus miss u so much...haix...moreover ur sick and down ehz...haiz...sho worried...aniwae slp at 3 like tt til this moring lolz...10 plus nana sms mi...sowie cant go..sho wish to go but 1 strong sentence frm my mother ...gone~haix...duno y i suddenli haf no freedom like tt lolz...YYYY??? wana go buy sb oso can...sho pissed of wit my mather...haix...

chinese new yeaR ISh here again~

tml unity gme mux ply all out le jurong!!!!mux win!!!

gOtTa mIsS yeW lOtS bAhX...tAkEcARe~

2005-01-30T16:20:00.000-08:00

woooz...sho long nv update le worz....ytd had gme wif NYP ...lost thm alot pys nehz...duno wad happen to ta team ytd all like in diff planets....ply badli the team...i see liao wana cry inside...sad sia...im sorry peeps fer nt plyin...realli nid a rest frm it...after the gme when causewae makan den walk walk jiu go hml liao...on the wae hml bery noisy lolz....everyone was high?haz.... didnt att kaixuan trg too...cum hml online den go slp le...

todae
woke up havin bad headaches and flu....hope no fever lata on..so worried...im sick no...sho xin ku lolz...makes mi so lei and weak nehz...gtta rot at hml todae le...tml sch again...saian...oh ya..tues 1st gme nehz...da jia jia you...its all we hab been waitin fer...lets do our best to beat all sch !!!!

414pm
heez...jus woke up frm nap...tot after nap would feel beta....but stil worse...flu sho xin ku....keep snizzin like hell...sho xin ku!!!!haiz...stay hml whole dae sia..nv even step out of the doorz....1st time sia...hmm...nth much to rite le...hope i can gt rid of this flu by tml...take care all~

I look thru pictures....Of us being together....Each one reminding me Of a happy place & time.I review the life & look Of such bright& hopeful moments Now reduced to a soulful rhyme.When someone says your name Tha pain still overwhelms Now that you're no longer mine It will never sound the same.Tears roll down my cheeks One for each special memory Of you in the pictures In, as they say, " Happier times."It's very sadour hopes -- dashed our dreams -- all bid good-bye The promises we made -- now all put aside.I think back On all the loving things we said,I believed those words Now bittersweet & yet,I believed in us,Took our words to heart Felt your touch, your kiss How can i ever forget?Somewhere love's path partedAnd we went our separate ways I try, but don't forget you Even dreams have memories.Still, my only hope is forgetting So i'll store away our pictures Along with our happy memories And bury them with new ones made without you...
i rEaLlI miSs yOu nEhZ~ wIsH tO bE liKe lAsT tImE sHo hApPiE tOgeThEr~
HaIx,nOw Ish aLl gOnE
iSh uP tO u tO dEcIdE lE..
iM sRy, I ReGrEt aLoT fEr mAkIn tT mOvE
hAiX..lIfEs iSh nV tHe sAmE fEr mI aNi mOrE
eVeN i HaF sUmoNe I TrUlI lOvE nOw bUt sTil cAnT fInD tHe hApPiNeSs
hOpEfUlLi i fInD tHe hApPiNeEss wIf u SoOn baHx
Ai Ni~~

2005-01-23T11:26:00.000-08:00

wooo~todae woke up bout 11+....last nitez slp bout 11 plus ...slp bout 12h heh...was sho tired lolz...relises last nitez i was down wit slight fever,cough and bad flu lolz...lata gtta see doc...aiyo...suddenli e lehz...tin ytd was under the sun too long le bahx...sho xin ku wit tt flu....mux go see doc gt well soon lolz...west zone startin in weeks time .... gtta go nuh too...todae quite pack bahx...after tt jiu mux do h/w le...hmm...nth muchto update...tonitez zai update...

had a long chat wit ya ehz..i hope u will stil ply on ar...we nid ya strength too...jia you~

:::hAiX:::

2005-01-22T17:00:00.000-08:00

todae woke up at 715 instead of 645 lolz...too tired le...last nitez 2 like tt den reach hml...this morin nearli late lolz...took taxi down but nt mani there...had breakfast den jiu head fer jjc den relise tt jjc nt open lolz...den call sir den sae go CCAB~den mi was like sehz...travel til there i sure nt in the mood ta trg le...den end up decided to trg at yuhua cc lolz...trg was alrite but i duno y i cant tahan lehz....lay up i cant do it like tt...my backbone seems to affect my movements man...sho pain lolz...dun seem to focus too..mind like alot tiny to worrie about...den lata da dui tt time...sho faddup lolz..after tt jiu ok liao....had a fall lolz...sho jia latt...heng nv hit dao knees or anitin...but i jerk dao my backbone sho pain lolz....cruch jiu pain like shit man...haix... den sir tok alot tiny jiu go JE makan le...aafter tt go walk walk jiu cum hml le...reach hml parents all nt in...sho happi....dint go kaixuan trg todae reason being ish nt family outin but im jus toooo tored to carry on trg whole dae...i realli nid a good slp lolz...realli nid tt alot man....sry peepz fer nt going kaixuan....u wana do anitin to mi go ahead ....but hope u peeps understand tt i jus realli nid a good rest!!!!! go orh orh lioa...update after nap~

woke up frm nap at 6...eye swell sia...cry dao jia latt..haix....woke up jiu go out liao...jus gt home...haix...sad~

cant fergt about u...y jus cant i....xiang ni oh...ai ni~

2005-01-21T11:11:00.000-08:00

yoz...sho long dint up date le loz... lazy to update and moreover theres nth i wana update too...todae update cos gt tiny to write
today gg to serene1s bd party ...hope i can njoy it bahx..b gals nt mani gg lolz sad lehz~~~~~last nitez reach hml bout 12 pluz....after sch went hml den go yuhua ply lolz...5v5 kinda fun la...after tt go makan wit aes gals...thy r very funi too...hahaz...enjoy myself last nitez thou im emotionalli down lolz...finalli i didnt show out...act happi all tt...tt all bahx....~

todae meet the twin thy all jiu go bugis bur prezzie fer serene...was bery happi til 1 sms came in..sho shocked lolz...start to gt worried and moody lehz..haix...reach serene be party place was nice man...so wish i can held a party there ish sho nice...beautiful sence man....sure to relax e...eat ply awile jiu go yuhua lioa...on the wae to yuhua was thinkin and thinkin of u lolz...hopin u r fine...got off the train den walk to yuhua le...sho moody dun wish to tok to ani one lolz..after plyin a few gme jiu beta le...sry cl if i ingore ya ...sry~

glad tt u neo wad ya doing!u can des~

2005-01-12T16:33:00.000-08:00

wooot~~~todae woke up gastric pain like hell...jiu nv attend sch lolz.... woke up 10 +,1+ ,4+ lolz....stil tired...seems sho weak lolz... now abit more beta liao....lata habing game at ntu ...duno i can tahan ma..indoor wit strong air-con nehz...moreover im scared of cold des..haix....phone up moix fren...homework alot nehz...die liao...haf to pia wad thy learn todae lolz.... after gme mux cum hml study le....cant afford to miss lesson...N level lehz.... haix...sho worried~update after the gmez~

mIss YoU lOaDs
mIss YoU lOaDs
mIss YoU lOaDs
mIss YoU lOaDs
mIss YoU lOaDs

2005-01-11T20:07:00.000-08:00

tOdAe sCh WaS borin of cos...all the lesson all sux like hell....make mi wana sleep...aniwae b4 recess gt 2 lesson free....mr lau tokk over moix class....so suay....hate him most lolz...den nvm...moix listen to moix mp3 lolz...den sleep...slp til bery shuan den jiu lesson end liao..haix...todae mood wasnt tt good lolz...didnt go fer recess...after sch hate gastric lolz...pain til i totalli mei li lehz....haix..den actuallli skip lesson..buddeen frenz cum sae will tio bata form lolz...den pia there chers stil ask mi fill in bata form...haix...die le lolz...tml mux beg her liao....after the lesson fer trg....gastric stil hurtz badli...gt change in the end lolz...den jiu go fer 2 rundz...1st stil can make it 2nd rund i feel like crouchin liao..pain arh...after tt did alot tiny lolz..bery tired...den shan dao my back lolz...bad strain~~~!!!! da dui no mood lolz...dun seems to link well wit others animore..jus duno y...may be i jus should leave the grp bahz...no use going on this wae tt make my self sad lolz...da dui bery sad liao le...den cant link wit others im totalli down lolz....haiz...after tt go hml le...no mood fer food or jokes or anitin..took tax hml lolz...now back sho pain arh!!!!haix..
[SuMtIMe I Jus WiSh tO gIb Up]
[dUn fEeL gOoD iN tEaM,hAix]
[cAnT gT mYseLf tO hAf a wOnDerFuL dAe aT aLl]
[i RaThEr dIe tHn sUfFeR oN]
[CrOsS mY hEaRt aNd sWeAr tT i rAtHer LeAvE tHn sUfFEr!!]
[HAIZ]
tml nitez gt gme against ntu nehz...haix...duno wan go ma....haix..
TAKe cAre aLL~~~

2005-01-10T19:15:00.000-08:00

sho long nv update le worz...duno y cant publish lolz...haix nvm...ytd when yuhua ply ball after clearin my work...5 plus reach yuhua...den ply alot...cos alot diff gals came ytd...den ply til lose le go makan liaoi...go jp mit mama lolz..mama buyin mi mp3 nehz...happi...but nt tt happie lar...cos ish nt wad i wan althou ish orange des...haix.....after tt go hml lolz...
todae cant gt up....mama angry lolz..hahaz...6 den gt up...wash up jiu pia to sch liao...reach sch so lei...lesson were borin~~~~nearli fell asleep....after sch gt shootin bahx? but nv go ...too tired le...haix...
tml gt trg lehz...sian...west zone cumin liao...haf to ren....soon will be over with the cham ehz?hahhazzz ....hope to gt champion lolz...tt my aim...this oso haf to see whether moix team mates wana work together ma...hope will!!!
as daes passes,my feelin fer u seem to gt stronger or weaker?i haf no idea til todae...its jus seems like or should i sae i gt the gan jue tt i will nv 4gt u? i duno...i neo this ish nt goin to happen des...all ish dream nia...bluffin my own feelin bahx...haix...if one dae,if possible tell mi ur true feelin den at least i can decide on my decision so tt i can at least try to do sumtin else bahx...hope i wunt bluff my own feelin fer the rest of my live den...haix....take care all~~~
MiSs yOu~~
eNdLeSs lOvE aNd SoRrOwS~~~

2004-12-30T23:01:00.000-08:00

thurs,30/12

todae 30th le lehz...tml new yr eve le...sho fast holidae endin le..haix..haben enjoy lolz...this holidae onli trg trg trg...so bored...so sad rite now man.....mama sho angry wit moix ...tml duno can go trg ma...try ta sneak out bahx...die die mux go even im sick,cos west zone startin le/////....haix...todae when yuhua den rainin den go find sir lolz...after tt go makan....den jiu cum hml liao...sho sian lolz...2004 endin real soon le...2005 startin./...means sch reopenin too..haix...sec 4 le ...secondary sch yrs cumin to an end too....stil no aim wad i wan after sec 4 ...stil duno wan aim fer sec 5 ma?duno wan to go where after tt...poly?work?take up coachin??duuno..sho lost lolz...amiless soul!!!haiz....
wishes fer 2oo5;
~start afresh wit life
~hope i sae wad i wan to u b4 leaving?
~gt champ fer west zone den national try fer top 3
~study hard
~stay happi wit u???
dun tin all these will happen....im jus dreamin bahx...but i realli hope u neoi...haix...

tml new yr eve le...all the best fer all !!!

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DaP`1o

2004-12-27T11:21:00.000-08:00

mon,27/12

hmmmm...woke up not long onli...timez seemz to pass realli fast...faster and faster each dae...jus a blink of eye 1 dae gone le...haix...half my dae ish spend on slpin liao...den lata mitin @ 1 to go city hall lolz....after tt go steamboat...bball family dinner....hope it would be an njoyable des...haix...update after dinner~

tRy tA uNdErsTaNd;
The sweetest notes among the human heart-strings are dull with rust; The sweetest chords, adjusted by the angels, are clogged with dust; We pipe and pipe again our dreary music upon the self-same strains, While sounds of crime, and fear, and desolation, come back in sad refrains. On through the world we go, an army marching with listening ears, Each longing, sighing, for the heavenly music he never hears; Each longing, sighing, for a word of comfort, a word of tender praise, A word of love, to cheer the endless journey of earth's hard, busy days. They love us, and we know it; this suffices for reason's share. Why should they pause to give that love expression with gentle care? Why should they pause? But still our hearts are aching with all the gnawing pain Of hungry love that longs to hear the music, and longs and longs in vain. We love them, and they know it; if we falter, with fingers numb, Among the unused strings of love's expression, the notes are dumb. We shrink within ourselves in voiceless sorrow, leaving the words unsaid, And, side by side with those we love the dearest, in silence on we tread. Thus on we tread, and thus each heart in silence its fate fulfils, Waiting and hoping for the heavenly music beyond the distant hills. The only difference of the love in heaven from love on earth below Is: Here we love and know not how to tell it, and there we all shall know.

tOdAeS lOb qOuTe:
'Your mind must control, but you must have heart... Give your feeling free..... '

2004-12-27T00:01:00.000-08:00

sun,26/12

wooooo...last nitez ton at cl`o9 house...when there ply lolz...watch show...hmmm...gt 6 of us lolz...den lata 4 ply ma jiang den mi n rinna watch show lolz...after about 1115 jess and rinna went hml liao...hmmm..last nitez all of us dun seem to gt to slp lolz...like gt curse like tt...tok til 2+?bs and cl tok i n meiz listen lolz..thy alot to tok man...haha...nxt mornin woke up at 11 like tt...den watch show again den had our meal le...den ply ma jiang again and uno lolz..3 plus left her house go hml change den go yuhua ply lolz..suay lolz..moix ear duno wad happen den the ring stuck inside ...den can pull or push lolz...den mama force it out den bleed like hell lolz..sho pain lehz...nv gt infected b4 ...cry like shit sia...after ttt online awhile jiu go yuhua le...reach yuhua alot pp lolz..den da dui til 8 plus jiu go makna le...hmmm..moix mood was bery alrite at 1st but lata jiu off liao..dun wan tok lol..den go eat tt time eat til cry...haix...bery lost inside...
haix...m i sho addicted to u???

i realli wana neo ur feeling...
do u haf the feelin i haf fer u???
do u take mi as wad i take u fer???
haf u seriouli mean all the msg u sae to mi???

i haf to mani unsolve questioned in mi tt i realli wana know soon...i dun wan to break down cos of all this ...jus let mi know...i realli realli hjad enuff le...the feelin of lost sad and hurtz realli sux...make my life soooo meaninless ....yes meaninless lolz....sho fark up wit myself...cried all nitez like a fool....haix...would it be beta if i jus die...everytin i haf in mind jus gone lolz...sumtimes i pity xiao de why cut hands all tt...now i realli know their ture feelin of sufferin bahx....i dun wish to end up cuttin hands or wad lolz...wan cut hands mux y chop it off beta...y suffer wit all the line tt make u recall of tiny...haix..jus cant understand sumtimes...sumtimes i jus nid to be alone lolz...haix...like todae...

hmmm...tml gt steamboat lolz...hope moix mood nt like todae...ah bo jiu haiz....realli hope ta njoy tml...

[[tAkEcaRe aLl]]
[[hAf u tOt oF hOw I fEeL??]]

dAp`1o

2004-12-25T10:18:00.000-08:00

sat,25/12

woooow...so long nv update le worz....alot alot alot tiny happi..bth sad and happi..haix...past le jiu forgt it le...lets tok bout ytd and todae....todae ish christmas worz...da jia merry chrisstmax!!!!another yr pass real soon le...jus a few more daes to 2oo5..im sure gonna miss the yr 2oo4 manz...haix...so soon im gttin older le...sad!!haix...
ytd...christmax eve...when movie wit xyu ... nice movie...very funni...after tt duno wad to do go ply ball lolz...haix..tt was how i spend my christ eve...supposed to go aunt house celebrate..but nt in the mood so didnt go loolz...den after tt pei cl go makan..den go hml le...tok on our wae back lolz...haix...
todae...ish christmas...going kai kai lolz...haix...this ish how im spending my christmax...hope she go at least i dun feel wasted lolz...haix....x`mas ah...dae to enjoy and im feel lost and sad in des heart...y!!!!!seems to go back to last time the sad mi again...heart sho painful lolz...cry and cry!!!

mY wIsHeS tHiS x`mAs:
-be happi
jus onli happi....whu can grant mi???not even ani of u...all i wan ish happiness tt all..*sOb*
hope lata go kai kai i can shop happili...haix...

merrry christmax to all...!!!haiz!!!

2004-12-12T19:07:00.000-08:00

sun,12/12

wooo...haven update fer bout a week le~~~awae fer holidae...overall did njoy all the tins i plyed lolz,but i dint bring my jackets and jeans!!!cold to death man!!!...1st reach,check in hotel jiu slp til de nxt dae...day 2...woke up 9+ had breakfast and olehz...in to the park......was alot of peeeeeppzz man...line up til siao lolz....ply coaster nice and fun....took most of the ride wit cousin but sat alone ....after tt go makan jiu when back hotel den out fer movie til 1 am den back hotel slp~~~day3 ...woke up had breakfast den go kiakia lolz....hdae 3 less of fun...and dae 3 i when ta ear piercin!!!hahaxx....dae 4 woke up breakfast,head fer skywae les....reach kl in noon...took lrt to out apartment!!wash up every tin when fer makan...nth much happen at dae4...dae 5 ...woke up,breakfast den wait fer cousin al to wash up about12 went ta the mines...huge shopping center lolz...but i didnt shop too sick liaol....jus walk walk...den go eat again go back le....dae 6 woke up eat den wait fer cousin lol...bout 1 head fer times square!!! when cosmo`s world...had alot alot laot fun ar!!!!ride the 360 lop coaster a few times man...sho fun..took dna mixer vitical fall all tt...sho nice man...bout 6 plus...all when fer some bites..after tt shoppin...shop til bery late...den kor bought frenkenfisk show...when back and watch..nice show... RA des...hahaz...cousin was all woooww~~~mi nth des cos ish wad i hab..hahaz...dae 7...shoppin all dae...bout 3 tee...all mama buy den...but i was in apartmant restin lolz...nt feelin well...nth much happen on dae 7...day 8~~~last dae..going hml!!!hapie...took the 3 pm train hml...the ride was sho bumpy and rocky!!!! and theres ish tech fault den delayed bery long...reach singa on 12/12 3+...reach hml 5+ lolz...by rite should be hml on the 11th des..all train fault...spoil~~~

todae reach hml shower den jiu go out fer kx v cg gme..but reach there rain gme called off lolz..den we there hafin meetin...so called i dun reall gt all the points sir saes...i was there fallin asleep liao..in fact im slpin ...after tt we go makan..den sum dun wan go hml i oso...den lata i wan go hml cant le..jiu go shopping wit jess geral and jac lolz..shop fer MPz...after tt go hml lioa...sho tired...i nid more slp...wee....go les...take care all....

haiz...hope i dun lose u ...miss u lots when im awea....haix...

DAp~10

2004-12-03T19:07:00.000-08:00

fri,3/12

todae woke up 615...den was on the bed thinkin wan to go trg ma...tink tink tink til 645 den decided to go lolz...reach jac`s place at 726 like tt? den had breakfast lolz...after tt i jiu bery qi inside liao..onli jessie kneo ehx..hahaz...very wad lolz...sooo fark up by him...den go bp den go jjc le...haix...wan us rund 4.8 lolz...im so lei lolz...neez and hips hurtz like hell....haix...he bu shuang lolz...dun let mi train...den i dun lolz..sit there...hu cares...this ish wad he wans ma...ytd gme under hot sun todae wan mi die in trg noi wae...im nt tt hungry fer jurong animore!!!out of team im sho happi lolz...so wad...moreover tml stil gt gme lolz....yes im mentalli waek so...kill mi lar...kaox...call us do do do u urself sit there like dua pei kong like tt...stil wan touture us...xiao xin 1 dae i cant take it i shoot u back lolz..u sae tired can tell u...tell u liao lecture mi like fark!!!sho angry lolz...wan mi run forgt it...i die oso wunt run til i gt the mood...i will run e lolz...i hate ppl ta force lolz...i drop out frm mizz chua team cos i hate the trg like fark...now u oso wan do the same tin...prepared to lose mi den....
after trg go jac place makan...eat liao bu xiang go hml den decide bery long..den go geral hse lolz...i go hml bathe 1st ma..after tt go her house...reach her place ply card den bs`o5 lai le...after tt watch ghost movie...tio shocked by shan 2 time lolz...hahah....after the show tok tok awhile den go pionneerrrr mallll makan...after tt hml!!!~~

haix...eveynitz..i would cry and cry ...im so lost in frenship..i duno whether to trust u again...im hurt again n again lolz...ytd tired ta sms him he didnt even wana hlp mi ta solve instead he sae moix..im realli lost at tt time and u stil sae this to mi...im hurtz...no one neos but myself...i haf been a fool all my life...a stuipd fooll....a fool tt owaes being hurtz and hurtz like no one cares...nt the 1st time but countless times...y mux i gt this treatin???im hruts no one neoz...im bluffin my own life too...tryin to act brave and happi...which im nt ...im even sadder and waeker dae by dae ...no one can understands mi...dun tink my darlin~ neoz...wanted ta sms dar tt nitex but i dun tin u will reply sho i nv sms,...i realli nid u tt nitez..nided someone ta shared badli but i jus dun wan ya to haf another burden..haix..sho i kept it to myself..haiz...darling ur the onli one i realli trust alot...but haix...i jus dun wish ta fan ya...haix...i duno y !!! im a fool all my life...even if i die ill stil a fool being use,cheated and hurtz tru out...haix...

~tml gt cedar gme ....after tt mux rush hml le...cant go kaixuan trg too...jia you kaixuans!!~~~
tml going liao...sad lehz...haiz...sure miss alot trg des...den sure cum back cant catch up des...haix...duno i can njoy my holidaes ma..hope i njoyz..haix...update onli when im back on the 11 dec... may be will extand fer few more dae den cum back...haiz...

take care all!!!!jurong gals jia you ehx~~~

SiGn oFf:
Dap`1o

2004-12-02T21:25:00.001-08:00

thurs,2/12

woooz...ish alredi 2nd dec liao... 2 more daes jiu settin off lioa...kinda sad lehz...sure mizz alot trg and gme des..haix...im nt even happi to go oversea to ply lolz....i jus wan wad i haf now...haix...i feel alone wit moix cousins des...haix...jus ren fer 8 daes lolz...be alone fer 8 daes go shoppin alone jiu can le..haix...sure gtta miss all the courtz...shes back and im going off sooo son le...haix...jia you ehx...

todae morin gtta wake up earli lolz...sho tired ...reach jac`s place ...some there le...mi there bery slpy lolz...cos ytd when ta cl`06 bbq....onli ply bbal and drink nv eat much...hahaz...jiu head hml le....den at 8 walk to jjc den do runs lolz...kaox...sho lei lehz...den after tt taticals...bery fas lolz...duno y we da des so luan..den sir like unhapi wit us...haix..ish owaes us!!!haix...after tt set off fer zhonghua game...reach there sooooooo hot lehz...can die ar...den game start le...start good but ended badli...3rd & 4th period i duno wad happi seem to be bery cold while other are hot...haix...cold dao i cant focus on the game...haix....but end up we won the gme...xiao de oso won...haix...den wait dfer bus lolz..wait bery long....on bus slp all the wae ttil westmall lolz...After tt go yuhua...ply ball but bery hot..den i decided ta go hml but ppl nt happi jiu stay lolz...da dui tt time im sho angry wit thm lolz...u al gt nxt time duno how to let us ply 1st mehz...bth side oso wan ply selfish suxer!!!sho angry...bu xiang tok liao....hu the hell u tink u guys are?~~~~abouit 7 jiu go off wit geral and jess ...den jess go mit fren mi and geral go masak malam....bougth hp tiny...after tt go hml le...tata~~~

2004-12-02T21:25:00.000-08:00

2004-12-01T13:14:00.000-08:00

DreaMing oF yOu

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I wish on a star that somewhere you are
Thinking of me too
Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you ever see me
And I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes
Would you see what's inside
Would you even care?
I just wanna hold you close
But so far all I have a dreams of you
So I wait for the day
And the courage to say how much I love you
Yes I do!
I'll be dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
Corazón
I can't stop dreaming of you
No puedo dejar de pensar en ti
I can't stop dreaming
Cómo te necesito
I can't stop dreaming of you
Mi amor, cómo te extraño
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe
That you came up to me and said "I love you"
I love you too!
Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
Till tomorrow and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming of you endlessly
Dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room
I'll be dreaming of you tonight
Endlessly
And I'll be holding you tight
Dreaming...with you...tonight!

2004-12-01T10:23:00.000-08:00

wed,1/12

wooooz~~~~ish 1st dec lioa...sho fast another month past le...haix...todae woke up @ 10 lolz...had a nice slp last nitez...seem to gt to slp normali liao...gd gd....hmmm....so sian...3 more daes going overseas lioa...sure cant see dao ni e...haix... mux kip myself fit osos...haix...so bored at hml...nvm lata goin geral house watch polar expresss.....weeee!!!

tue,30/11

had trg in sch...but were late lolz...den hai dao xiao de kena...so sorry....after tt trg trg trg taticals den da dui jiu end liao...abit leng leng todaes trg...but kena last finger bery pain ar...but fri sure die bahz....after trg all when to jp seoul garden haf lunch lolz..sir treats...eat dao bery noisy and crazy..hahaz...last to finish moix rice...ping dun gt too happi...will overtake u one dae,....wahahahaz....had lots of fun eatin there...laf and crazy together...after tt...some decided to go fer movie lolz..den ask ask ask dao mi jiu okie lolz...but show ish 5 pm des..decided to go cl house lolz...put all moix tins at her place...like my 2nd hml like tt...hahaz...at her place watch spider ...tio shocked abit...den cl`s cat oso xia dao wo lolz...aiyo...kip lookin at her cat ...scary....after tt go liao...inside we tio frm ppl lol...i bery bu shuang ...hahax...show started le...stil gt shocked oso...but no scream liao...hahaz...after show go makan lolz...den jiu go cl house take tiny den cycle hml le....whahahaz...overall had a wonderful dae!

*todae gt singapore idol worz...mux support taufik...sly wins singa peng lolz...he ish soooo sly!!!hate him!!!

************* every now and then liaoi...i jus duno why ish this happenin...haix,...hope ta see u soon tou gt ur foto.haix...**************

takecare all!!!
MuAcKiEs

2004-11-29T11:05:00.000-08:00

mon,29/11

woooo....im back to update liao...2 daes nv update le...cos bu si tired jiu si no time cum hml too late to online...heez..aniwae todae woke up 10+ ...ytd had a nice slp....wahahz..so long nv slp like last nitez liao...ha...woke up onlin3 lolz...nth else ta do ...hmm...lata mitin cL`09 go buy moix shirt she but her shortz...den lata gg fer regent game lolz...duno the seniorz will be plyin ma...nv ply jiu sian lolz..and he promise moix i gt to ply all the frendli game b4 i go overseas e lolz..seem like he fergt the promise le... .....update todae gme tonitez if gt time... now lets tok bout ytd...

28/11

wooo...ytd had to wake up dam earli man...jus fer the toopid AMK cup....so wad lolz...reach AMK at 730 ...wait fer the rest den walk go buy makan den walk lolz...walk bery long ar...we were late lolz...but reach there the gam start an hour lata?kaox....so wad lolz...nvm..den we jiu change tok tok warm up all tt....1st gme ply weibin tt grp...kaox ....too powerful liao lol.z....lost to thm....haix...ou xiang hen you xin nt like others e...thx to her hlp moix up....kaka....lost to thm lolz...den lata 2nd gme vz stackers duno wad...lost oso...i jiu like oh no..i cant believe lolz...den go tok tok jiez alredi nt happi lolz...cum on we r tired and ytd trg realli took up our system lolz...nt even enuff rest lol..and ish sundae y mux sir like tt...he mux tink fer us oso ma..jies work jurong gals haf been out and hml late almost everydae lolz...how to recharger energy?diaoz...inside mi was very sad liao...haix..suan le...den sir tok til sum cry lolz...after tt wy jie find mi tok tok til cry..haix...moix sundae jus like tt jiu waste liao...haix...

after tt took taxi to jp pasa malan..go find meix n rinna...den walk together liao...hahaz...tt time i abit siao liao..happi liao...fergt the morin tiny...hahaz...walk den buy powerpuff bodi spray...hahaz...cutez...den at bradon stall saw alot nice tee sia...wan buy...buyin lata...hahaz....after tt go buy shark fin den head fer cl house lioa...4 ply ...rinna ply gme i see see cos hate plyin gme tt make mi eye pain...after tt shan n meix when hml le...we jiu ply poker n uno...hahaz...fun fun...like crazy pp plyin like tt..laf dam loud...hahaz...uno i n nana ply dam long ehz...wahahz...skilled plyers...wahhaz...

lata gt gme hope he aacan be FAIR~~!

take care all... ...y like tt????haix...

SigN oFf:
DaP`1o

2004-11-27T23:09:00.000-08:00

sat,27/11

wooo~~~been daes liao...nv update...shall do a short update fer past few daes back...alrite...lets starts wit thursdae,

25/11
had our firast frendli game against kranji...yeah!!!im happi wit moixself tt dae...but nt happi wit 1st period...i sux tt period!!!tio injuried the moment i cut lolz....kaox sho pain lehz...til todae stil swellin!!!learn alot tniy there too...our sec 3 defends and offence did well enuff lolz...won the game...last period seniorx cant ply sho sad...nvm let the reast learn oso....heez...after tt rush ta taka lol fer tt nike tiny...farkup man the system...so messy and bad enuff ish rainin lolz...we didnt gt in lolz....haix...nvm not interested oso....

26/11

morin had trg...was a wash put...dam cold sumore...argh....den sir tok tok tok lolz...after tt no rain liao...faster go court da dui...gt do circuit oso....da dui bery fun tt dae...ply 21 ball...wit no foul lehz...mean u we cant kill each other in an hounrable? wae lolz... didnt do well at first den til the score was 16-20 ...pia ah my team....pai til siao...fang til tiao lolz....bery tired...ply til bery roung and xiong lolz...im haappiii tt we won the las min lolz...sho fun...hope to ply more often in trg...fun and enjoyin...hahaz...after trg go eat den cycle hml reach hml 210 like tt...den we r mitin 330 at boon lay...to go take? watch nike 5v5 ma...cl`s grp plyin...1st gme won 2nd jiu out le...the refree KNS lolz...no skilled at all...gee...after tt...we all go makan at a open hawker lolz...had alot fun and was too crazy liao tt nitez...ahhaz...had aloot fun jiu si le...reach hml jiu peng liao..shower den slp le....

todae!!!!
woke up earli go jjc hlp sec 1 end up onli 3 gals attend!!!!argh....wasted moix slp lolz...nvm...al least i gt to teach thm tniy...after tt go hml wit ball bag lol....den 130 mit xyu makan den go trg lioa...reach trg ground le...eat abit den change den shoot shoot le...after tt start liao...im sho tired lolz...do alot tiny...den sum late sir bery angry lolz..haix...den at indoor court we tio frm him...all muz lay up...i bery qi lolz...haix...after tt da dui wit xl des den ourself...after tt end liao go maken lolz..jiu take taxi hml le...tt all fer todae bahx...oh yah...tml gtta wake up 530 lehz...gt AMK cup....ARGH!!!!sure gtta be bery tired tml des...haix...nitez all!!!tc...

im missing you too much!!! ,

SiGn OfF:
DaP`10

2004-11-24T18:56:00.000-08:00

wed,24/11
im sho tired argh!!!woke up at 10+ last nitez slept at 6 plus sho lei lehz....bodi aching oso...haixokie...todae no trg im bery happi...hahz...sho decided ta go fer movie again wit xyu and todae gt bs..yes...watchin shutters..scary???duno lehz...i scared horror movies aniwae ..duno y lehz...lata sacred to death!!hahax...watchin 240 show...hahax...watch to pass todae oso...update after the movie!

change moix blog song liao...nice,slow and touches moix heart...haix...house ish under goin renovation like tt...papa duno doin wad sia...

moix back frm the movie shutter le...wooohooo....the show realli bery scary lehx...scream like hell..scream til moix heart pain knee bery wobbli..hahaz...heng nv die lehz....reach hml liao jiu online le lolz...den min call ...ask moix where im...hmmm....tt all the min tiny bu xiang tok about it..all tiny has been cock up lolz...tc all.... jus change the song again bery meanin ful...hahaz....tml kranji game...730 mux reanh yew tee le ...sho earli...haix...tml plyin lehz...duno can do well ma....sir wan us use circuit 95 tml lehz...wad will happen if nv do?i sure blurr til siao e loz!!haix...

2004-11-23T20:43:00.000-08:00

tue,23/11

wooo....todae onli slept fer about 2hrs onli..sho tired...den lata gt ready fer trg le..found oout moix 720 stil hml..argh....cant gt moixself redi ma..duno y seem to do tin bery slow....reach market ppl there eatin liao...den moix reach wit ghh and rong..jus nice ...den lata 815 walk ta sch lolz...tok tok fill waters den change to trg....todae trg nt tt tiring cos no physical cos alot nt there bahz...den learn new tiny lolz...after trg jiu go jp makan after tt go jjc trg lolz...afternoon the ish more on da dui to sort tiny out...i more or less neo wad i should do le...stay inside!!!hagha...den lata jiu rain liao cant ply..jiu head fer shelter lozl...den tok tok i cant realli see tiny cos too dark ...tok quite a numbered of tiny...hmmm...thursdae gt xl gme .... bery earli lehz...afternoon gt nike des...haix...after trg when hml liao...reach hml alot pps in moix house...wah kao...so sianx and noisy lolz...after dinner moix shower jiu lock inside moix room le...den listen song den cry til slp...haix...slp onli 1 hrs jiu feel like i`ve slp fer the dae le...may be im too tired...haxi....

hmmm...after trg moix mood/heart feelin very guai lehz...suddenli hen xiang ku wan ta be alone...haix....im suddenli lost like tt....izzit sumone i mis...? ???? im suddenli feelin very sad and blue lolz....heart feel sooooo heavy lolz....seem to sunk deep down like tt...haix....suddenli e ...haix...tt all abhx...takecare everyone!!!!

SiGn OfF:

Daphne

2004-11-22T21:30:00.000-08:00

sun,22/11 part 2~~

hees...back frm todae programme~~~todae cum back frm NUH den after tt mit xyu go jp makan den go fer movie...hahaz...the movie ish nice...bery funi!!!lafiin til i cramp arh...hahaz...very nice show overall man...worth watchin again!!hahaz....after tt go mac eat lolz..moix hungry cos jus now xyu eat moix nv eat den at mac i eat she eat apple pie oso...after tt walk walk den suddenli decided to go jjc shoot ball lolz..ping thy all there liao...waitin fer xyu ta bring ball down...hmmm....ply til bery fong arh...duno y i sho haype kip laffin and gt ppl pei wo siao lehz...bth tt guy..hahaz...overall njoy moixself...after tt go makan den go hml liao...tml trg 745 lehz...duno im able to gt up ma...and tml cycling ta sch with moix knee in a do or die e ...can make it i hope...heez..hope tml trg will lag abit ah bo i sure die des..hmmm tt all...tc everyone!!!

2004-11-22T12:00:00.000-08:00

mon.22/11

todae mux wake up bery earli man...gt knee appt...reach nuh at 8 lolz...jiu go in check dao 10+ long ehx... after x ray gtta inject....i tot onli 6 lehz...todae when gtta take 8 of it...wad e ...almost faint lolz...2 new des bery painful ar..den nee numb and painful lolz...numb + the pain ish totalli unbreable!!!realli too pain liao..took taxi hml lolz...reach hml online le...lata meetin xyu go kai kai den go jjc run le...duno can take it ma..suppose to rest moix knees...tin beta nt cycle go le...tml den cycle sacred cant take it after the run...hmmm...tin cant run much oso...lata pain til cant walk jiu die..hohox...overall todae appt bery painful and scary!!!!hahaz..

hmm...todae ish sheih yiin`s bd worz ...hope she njoys her bd !!! tc everyone!!! update tonitez!

SiGn oFf:

Daphne

2004-11-21T19:19:00.000-08:00

sun,21/11 part 2

hahaz....when to imm ...look fer cam,mp3/md and nike stuff!!!...at there tiny happen lolz...went ta ta food court dere...table was full of plates...ask the uncle to clean....after tt mi go buy moix meal den left bth didi there....TMD ...cum back tt bloddy farkin man put another tray of plates on our tables i was farkin dam angry lolz...kip scoldin tt table e ren.... ...dam tt pp!!!so inconsiderate!!!!mama cum oso start ta scold lol...go tt time farkin uncle stil diao...den moix jiu diao back and sae him very loudli lol...nv see b4 ar...nb e...den walk off liao...den go giant buy some snacks jiu papa call den cum fetch us hml...moix sho careless....injuried moix shoulder lehz....toopid lolz..hafben gt in porpeli den papa close the door hit mix sholder...sho pain...gt prob carry heavy stuff le...haix....

sIgN oFf:

Daphne

2004-11-21T12:09:00.000-08:00

sun,21/11

wow...sho fast another week ish passin liao...didnt realli gotta enjoy dao lehz...kaoz....haix...basketball has taken moix holidae lol....woke up 11+...im sick of gttin up at 11+ liao....y jus cant i gt up at 7+....been hafin si mian lehz...cant slp at nitez owae 7 am den gt to slp ...haix...im sure going to b dead on tue des...heard tues trg ish in da morining lehz...which mean i hab to gt up earli!!!!argh...how am i gonna do tt????hlp!!!!haix.... ..... nxt week oso can realli enjoy bahz...cos tues trg wed i wunt be out sty hml slp des...thurs gt nike 5v5 tiny so does fri lolz....sat sure gt kaixuan xiaolong trg e lolz...see almost the week im on bball and nth esle lolz...no time go out wit mama/frenx to shoppin of enjoyin!!haix...nvm...will gt to enjoy after the 12 daes....will shop til i drop eat til fat fat cant run tt gd rite...?wahahhaz!!!!but im abit sad cos i`ll be missin trg lolz...haix..sure cant catch up des...haix....cant gt in team jiu suan liao...

hmmm...ytd came hml tu ran hen xiang ni ...haix, but too bad lar...wanted ta sms ya but i tin ish too late liao u oso wunt be in singa by tt time le...haix...i mux ren !!!! haix...tc everyone!!!!

HearT iSh:
tOo cOnFuSeD !!
MooD:
tRyIng tA

SiGn oFf:

Daphne

this ish wad i wan ta see at nitez....!!!!argh...i was cursing and swearinlike hell fer this dae to happen...it happen but i missed it!!!!argh!!!!! *isn`t it nice to see thm wit ur loved ones?hope i can...haix...sitin by each other and tok njoyin the stars and make wishes..haix...i`ll make mine if i see one...and will tell u after i make des...haix...sho heart break i missed tt dae e shootin stars!!!!!

2004-11-20T23:43:00.000-08:00

sat,20/11

wooo...todae sch openhouse lehz...wahahha...reach sch bout 12+ lolz...haha...reach school i was ....yea shocked!!!!cos when ta sch de school seem to be bery lehz...cum`on jurong ish so infamoux liao...hahaz...tt wad came to my mind...hmmm....actualli i stil tot todae gt openhouse tiny den trg will be less tough but end up im dying...ish no diff lar.... the openhouse ish jus like jurong students going to see the school lolz..nv see much p6-es lolz...hello jurong students mux be nuts to go fer the openhouse...and mani were plyin amoung thmself lolz...cheerin fer own schmatez...i was like OMG!!!!jurong ish infamoux lehz..sho all those p6 des forgt about cumin to jurong!!!ahhahaz....
after tt topid trg when ta haf meal b4 settin off to kaixuan lolz...after tt took taxi down on the wae was laffin like mad??? all cos of tt geral sia...bth her..hahaz...laf til SMU lehz..no stomach mucles laf til gt ar....ahahz....reach liao...do no.5 til peng ...haha...after tt da dui til siao lolz...but the gme at kx ish much more beta thn jurong lolz....jurong des i can ply til i cry inside ar!!!after kx trg when to hab dinner ...haf abit fun druin dinner lolz..after tt as usual tok tok til 10+ jiu go hml le...on taxi moix bery cold ...den was tinkin alot tiny lol..hen xiang ku ..cry all out lehz...haix...reach hml jiu online liao...tt all!!!to all jurong bball gals and kx gals!!!takecare worz.!!!

plyin nike 5v5 !!! im nt realli happi wit with the team im in lol..haix...nvm gta learn to accept it...haix...

mOOd:

hEarT FeeLs LyK:

SiGn oFf:

Daphne

2004-11-19T20:24:00.000-08:00

fri,19/11

wooooo...tml openhouse lehz....alot tooid rulz liao...kuku....

rulz are:
- no ankle sock
-no waxin of hair
-no misbehavin
-mux ware red lehz...
overal ish to be neat!!!!

aRgHH

tml ish oso trg lolz...sho sian lehz.... openhouse stil muz trg.... tml i muz be rockin happi ehz?hahhaz...promise meix meix hor!!!hahaz

todae ar..nth much lar...wake up 3 plus slp again slp til 6 plus lolz....bery tired lehz....last nitex cant slp lehz...7 am den slp hole bodi pain oso...haix...tml will be a beta dae...tc everyone!!!

SigN oFf:

Daphne

hope to see one soon....make my wish and make it good!!!!haix...

2004-11-19T13:18:00.000-08:00

thurs 18/11

todae woke up gt readi fer trg liao... ......trg in sch lehz so sian e...hmmm...todae after trg zai update.... wahah...heng last min trg was change to jjc wahha..mani went ta sch...mi n cl was the 1st ta reach lol...

hmmm...ytd went ta watch kaixuan ply NYP...kaixuan won...NYP not bad too ehx...gt good plyer worz....after tt go mum mum lolz...den took mrt hml...reach jp walk hml den look at the sky saw mani stars!!!!haix...so nice...haix...

Fri,19/11

this mornin cant wake up lol...actualli im suppose to cycle to jjc to do my run but i cant gt up....cos i kip tossin til 7 am in the morin den gt to slp...haix im so tired now!hmmm....waoke up jiu online lolz...cant slp liao...im stil bery tired...haix....ytd durin trg i was strugglin like hell...seems to haf difftly in breathin lolz..sumtin like stoppin mi to breath....haix...den nv finish moix no.7 lolz...haix...da dui shouted at my teamates...so qi lolz...argh....haix...partli my fault oso lolz...i should haf jus ren...but i jus cant...thx vivian fer the comforting....thx alot..haix...

MOOD:

SiGn oFf:

Daphne

tue 16/11

2004-11-16T22:07:00.001-08:00

I was thinking of u last nightOf the times we sharedHow good we wereBut now we are apartYet we still have ourDreamsFor in our Dreams we are togetherHolding hands on the beachTalking all night under the silver moonKissing and holding each other tightDreamsFor no matter the distanceOr the obstacle I will always belong to youFor we are meant for each othernot only in reality, but also in ourDreams,Hope my dream come true~! nice ehx?

Another update...~~hmmm....so sad sia...the champiom todae last le...hmmm....nice show overall...tots alot of tin i oso gt learn tins frm it...like teamwork..confident ,mani more lolz...hmmm....tml gt frendli gme lolz...but moi nt plyin....nt plyin oso gd lar...bu xiang ply oso....aniwae thy mittin 1 to buy openhose prezzie....hmmm.....mood kinda spoiled le lehz...haiz....ermz...aniwae hope tml i dun gt toooooo upset lar...hope tml ill be happier thn this 2 daes lolz...hmmmz....

sIgn OfF:

Daphne

tue 16/11

2004-11-16T15:15:00.000-08:00

16/11

todae...woke up 6 plus lolz...gt ready to go sch fer re exam...haix,...mit moix fren go buy mac den go sch liao...reach sch tok tok den 820 like tt den go cls....exam started....oh man...the exam was the final yr paper....should haf memorise the ans ...but didnt lar...cos i duno wad paper ma....okie...den paper 1 stil the same duno how to do alot lolz... i was sittin there itinkin and in my mind was wad the hell.... ...cant figure out ani of the ans...paper 2 oso the same did those i neo in the final yr....hahaz....after tt i jiu as usual sleepin lolz....haha..haix....after paper end head hml....while waitin fer bus decided ta take taxi hml lolz....

during the journey hml my mind was weather to go trg ma...cum to an decision decided nt to go le lolz...as moix mood stil nt very good....den moix sms sir lolx....haix....

im stil so confuse and sad ..... heart kip cryin frm day til nitez lolx...haix...

read shan blog...nt i dun wana solve ...cl gt reply moix very very late...i oso hope out frenship ish like tt pic u put ya...hu dun wana na haf tt kind of frenship....everyone even mi oso wan tt lolz...haix...i hope la...tin will solve asap....

MOOS tODAE:
&

HEART ISH:

SigN oFf:

DaPhNe

mon,15/11

2004-11-15T19:52:00.000-08:00

???????no wae m i Going to sae tt!!!!! woohoooo~~~~moix todae went taa cut hair liao...kinda sshort lehz.....hmmm....overall quite nice lar...can do anitin style i wan...whahaha....feelin much beta liao....hmmm....hope tins turn out well....even if u willin to end the frenship i will stil agree to it....yea...tt all...

DaP`10

Mondae,15/11

2004-11-15T13:13:00.000-08:00

15/11

another dae....woke up 11+ lolz...shower jiu online liao....online nth to do lehz..so sian...den moix go sign up an online web...abit like friendster la....but this i owned a house of my own...haahha.....so ke ai nehz...so young jiu can haf a house liao...gt key to it sumore...hahaz....quite fun lar...can chat find fren find hu stays at moix block all this...haha....
hmmmmz.....lata goin ta cut hair lolz...cut liao jiu cum hml bahz....stil nt in de kai kai mood....aniwae im tryin to fang lolz....try ta gt over it and start again....no use carry on this wae oso...hurt so much ....hmmmm.....been a fool fer 15yrs liao....
tml gt re exam lehz...duno wad time wad paper oso...how ta study....stupid sch lehz...duno how to tell hao hao e...wan ppl re exam nv sae hao hao...lan school!!!!

DaP`10

u r!!

2004-11-14T22:28:00.000-08:00

14/11

You're the one who's by my sidewhen no one else is there.You're the one I can always count on,You always seem to care.You help me throughthe tough times,and when I've lost all hope,You cry with me at sad times,and laugh at all my jokes.You never seem to judge meor ever put me down,You put a smile on my face,When ever you see a frown.You're better than a sister,You're more than just my friend,You have a special place in my heart,That's why your my Best Friend

2004-11-14T22:08:00.000-08:00

14/11

Todae ar...woke up 12 plus...wash up eat le 1 go back ta slp again lolz....den slp til duno wad time den 630 back ta slp again...slp til 8 plu haf dinner all tt lolz...haix...todae whole dae i haf been slpin lolz...haix...mama sae mi sufferin frm depression liao...haix...mama kinda worried fer mi liao lehz...now alot tiny muz tell her...everydae cum hml mux report my feeling le...like tt oso gd lar...at least gt sumone to heard my problemz....haix...but im stil sad...haix..tryin to fergib bahz....haiz....hope tins will be differ frm now...haix..... tc everyone ....

DaP`10

dUrinG TRg!!

2004-11-14T00:24:00.000-08:00

haix...todae when trg lolz...reach there 345 bahz...reach there see dao all the face i bu xiang see e...haix...sad lolz...todae hole trg bery depress ...frm the start to the end...haix....realli feel bery toopid lolz...i wan ta die so wish ta die leave this farkin world wit all untrusted frenz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i hate this type of fren...nth but hurtin mi...u onli knoe how to sae nv see u do it!!!!!ur farking bitch!!!!!duno y i will be ur fren at the 1st palce....im blind to haf u as my buddie lolz...im tooooooo toopid man....farkin toopid.......hate u ar...nv wish to tok to u again....our knob ish relaese here todae....u gt others le dun nid mi jiu trow mi aside,...haiz...i hate u lots...cant stane u in trg toooo....hate hate hate u~!!!!! arhgh...if i hab to i tell u this lolz...our frenship ends here ...... uve change lolz....hate u now.......HATE UUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!sooo hurtz lolz....u nv knoe how i felt and owaes tryin to sae u kneo wad i gg tru and feelin...all are lies.....i haf seen tru u...u r nt the 1 i new frm the start!!!!!!haix!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HATE UUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!

DaP`10

on off on off!!!

2004-11-13T11:45:00.000-08:00

hmmm....this few dae mood siao lioa....sum times on sumtimes off....i find it guai guai oso...hmmm...may be tts wad im born to be bahz...and yes i mean my mood ish siao so hope pp dun try to hurtzz mi...and im very pek chek this few daes cos of sumtimes lolz...so angry wit thm...haiz...but i try to fang...if u ask mi go i oso wunt go le lolz..infact i stil wana tell ya off ar...argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YTD
ytd had trg in sch lolz...woke up at 12 den wash up evertin jiu head fer sch...reach there wait fer xy to run by the time she cum rain liao...haiz...den onli shoot abit ball jiu stay inside liao...den sir cum le...jiu tok tok lolz...den no rain le...trg ytd fer mi was sux...hate it...even shouted at him...haiz...sooooo fan lolz.....hmmm....haiz....sms him dun care oso like tt...i oso dun care liao lolz..haiz...

TODAE
woke up online lolz....nth to do...den lata duno wan go trg ma...haiz...tired liao...realli tired le...haix....update tonitez ....

DaP`10

y like tt????

2004-11-11T20:07:00.000-08:00

haiz....todae gt trg at ccab .... mornin jiu tio pissed off liao lolz...bery du lan lolz...den nvm go eeat with those there...pissed off i fang liao lol...and lata shan sms moix sae she ask us faster ...wad e hell ...1st tin 1st u ownself wan slp more jiu dun wan join us...2nd...HU ARE U TO TELL US FASTER>>>>WE OSO WANA BUY BREAKFAST FER YC E LOL>>>>im farkin pissed off lolz...reach there dun even wana tok ta her lolz...trg started and moix partner ish her lolz....soo**** u neo...nvm i fang all this lolz...trg trg trg...nth much...den da dui ...da da da ....den go haf snack....den go back da dui again...this time no foul e ma....i didnt even foul u ,nv ply til like thm lolz....y r u so fark up e...bu shuang si ma...sae la...dun nid to foul mi tril like tt e lolz....bo tai bo ji u wack into mi so hard and nv even sae aorry i dun understand lol i totalli didnt foul u like others lolz...wad e...so faddup lolz..i realli cant tahan u animore lolz...ur jus like another j3 yc lolz...cb......u cant understand my feelin lol....haiz...im sooooooo faddup todae....every trg im hafin heart break fer sure owaes frrm the same person lolz....haiz..i told ya i bu xiang end this frenship e lolz...haiz....u make mi feel like gibin up jurong b gal and kaixuan le...i jus hate the wad u behave...haiz...tin stop here bahz...u will read til slp if i carry on writin...haiz...tml gt trg in sch...2 pm set 2 worz...haiz...hope tml trg ish diff hope moix mood ish gd lolz...tt all bahz...

DaP`10

todae...

2004-11-10T21:09:00.000-08:00

wahahahz,,,todae when ta xiu`s hse..reach there tok tok tok lolz..walk frm room to roomtil 5+ den go northpoint makan liao jiu go hml le...haha...too bo liao sia.....tml gt trg lehz...ccab sumore...kaoz...duno can attend marz....cos deepavali lehz..hope papa allow...and ball bag ish wit moix sehz...haiz...tt all bahz...happi birdae xiu hui!!!!

Fa*k sia!!!!!!!!

2004-11-10T11:18:00.000-08:00

wad e hell !!!!after ytd hard work ish paid off again....runin in the rain ytd was alrite...but the moment i gt hml shower try ta slp cant gt to slp...i stil tot ish the coffee i drank last nite but it wasnt...took my tempre and turn out ta b 38 again lolz...brunin hot man!!!kaoz....gt weak til like tt ma??? so wad e lehz...work so hard den now drop again....argh....argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!if it go on this wae i rather die ar...nb....haiz...hope ta recover by tml ....aniwae woke up 10+ jus now...nth to do lolz..lata gg fren hse gib her present....heez...happi bd to ya worz....gg her place to make a big mess...hiack hiack!!!

todae....

2004-11-10T00:22:00.000-08:00

todae woke up 11+ lolz...faster gt ready to mit xyu liao...reach there 12 jus nice wad we mit...but end up 1225 she den reach...hai wo sia....den eat eat le go jjc liaoi....reach ther wanted to run e...end up nv....to tired liao...nvm lol...after tt sir cum...sho happi cos ish da dui lehz...den we do tin very slow very noisy he jiu nt happi liao...jiu no da dui do curcuits lolz...so small gas!!!hmmm...i so qi lehz...den do do do lolz...do til c.7 i peng liao...cant tahan le..jiu rest...den lata do other tiny den da dui liao...da dui awhile jiu rain...hrmp.....so unlucki...den go in shelther lolz...do exercise...den ply 1 toopid gme no fun e...den no rain liao jiu go runnin sehz...the moment i heard tt i sian 1/2 liao....haiz...bo bian force moiself run lolz...12 runds lehz...run wit moix dicsman....hen xiang ku ar...run wit the music make mi wana cry liao sumore ish rainin under the rain and im stil sick lolz.......heng i control cos vian wit moix ma...den run run run lolz...we finish lehz...but i so toopid go run 1 extra rund hen i dyin to rest...hahaz...after tt rest liao...moix knees realli hurtz lolz...hurts til i bth ar...haiz...after trg go makan...after tt go tok tok til 1030 den go hml lolz....hmmm...tml rinna and geral on holidae le...hab a nice trip ya...and rinna happi birdae!!!

DaP`10

: (

2004-11-08T22:25:00.000-08:00

back le... hmm...jus now went 108 lolz...no pp e..so sian so cum hnml lolz...watch e show den shower den online liao...hmmm...purpeli create moix blog like tt e ...haha....hmmmz..im stil unwell ...6 daes liao lehz...all my li all gone liao...muz trg frm 0 again lolz...kaoz...and im bery lazi lolz....haiz...tml gt trg duno can survive ma... run abit i jiu dyin liao ar....hmm...vian hope u dun gib up lehz...hope to see ya on court ley..tata all...tc...

You're the one who's by my sidewhen no one else is there.You're the one I can always count on,You always seem to care.You help me throughthe tough times,and when I've lost all hope,You cry with me at sad times,and laugh at all my jokes.You never seem to judge meor ever put me down,You put a smile on my face,When ever you see a frown.You're better than a sister,You're more than just my friend,You have a special place in my heart,That's why your my Best Friend

DaP`10

nt recoverin manz...!!

2004-11-04T10:25:00.000-08:00

havin fever fer past 2 daes liao...so xin ku...ytd after gg shoppin cum back shower eat go to bed ... shiver like hell....took tem 38.2 sehz...dun dare tell mama ...lata dun let moix go trg e...didnt slp well enuff last nite lolz...bodi was buring hot inside out side was shiverin ar...xin ku sia...haiz...after tt dae tough trg i jiu gt sick i gt so waek mehz...if so i rather gt out of it thn suffer like tt...so tong and xin ku.....haiz...lata gt trg onli go do light trg lolz...cant take tough trg at the moement til i recover...im totalli out of strenght....so luan...duno lata can haol a ball ma....so luan sia...ytd go kai kai walk til all my muscle so suan...haiz,...tt all...

DaP`10

sick!!!!

2004-11-03T10:13:00.000-08:00

argh....im ill le...so xin ku!!!!ytd trin sooooo hard todae sick dao bo latt....lata i stil wan go kai kai duno able to walk hao hao ma...haiz....sick dao moix eyes very watery ah...throat pain ear pain nose pain ah!!!!!haiz...update tonitez!

run run n run!!!!

2004-11-02T10:24:00.000-08:00

wah e ...todaes trg mostli runin man....haiz...dam tired of it...b4 trg when there earli to run 5 rund...after tt jiu rain sia...*pui*...den go in shelter tok tok den no rain go do runin again...diff type e abit tirin!!!after tt tot can rest ...nb e...geko ish 200m speed sia....2 time sumore...1st run i jiu peng liao...totalli nua lioa...2nd run run slower le..bth liao...argh....hate him arh!!!!den after tt do 1 curcuit lolz...oso can die sia...hole bodi nua nua no li e...as usual i slack lolz...dam faddup liao le...den da dui more faddup lolz...4 each team ply full...kns sia...da dui nt fun liao..hate it...as usual i stil slack!!!!!!!!after tt sir sae run again...wah lao..in my heart i was saein nb la...call us run u ur self sit there relac...dam qi lolz...took moix dics man run lolz....haiz...run til tears fell...moix heart seem to be bery heavy...actualli wana go fer few more runds budden i cant take e heavyness in moix heart jiu stop walk 1 rund e track lolz...haiz...after tt jiu end trg lioa...felt abit sry fer him cos no one pei him fer dinner...haiz...tt run moi heart was heavy and this ish wad my mind ish thikin..
here it goes:
I never really knew you You were just another friend But when I got to know you,I let my heart unbend.I couldn't help past memories that would only make me cry I had to forget my first love and give love another try So I've felt for you and I'll never let you go I love you more than anyone I just had to let you know And if you ever wonder whyI don't know what I'll sayBut I'll never stop loving you each and every day My feelings for you will never change Just know my feelings are true Just remember one thing I Love You! i realli do!cos u`re the one and onli tt will ever make mi smile once again!!
*can understand?*

:s

2004-11-01T22:25:00.000-08:00

I was cold and hurting lost out in the night wandering and searchingf or heaven's lightI saw the night sky clearing when you spread your rainbow wings But little did I knowwhat joy you would bring From that moment ona friendship did start you kissed away my tear sand sheltered my heart I bless the day Godsent him from above But then I grew fearful for I had fallen in love I told you this feeling and what did you say?You said you liked our friendship and that's how it would stay I cried for a friendship I thought I lost But then felt your warm, gentle hand You then whispered in my ear that by my side you'll forever stand by me forever!!! hope those out there understand wad i rote about my frenshipz...

hmmmm....todae nth much happen...4 plus go yuhua rainin lolz...den decided to go batook shelter court ply....reach there da dui wit this bb boy lolz...can die plyin wit thm and i duno wad happen to moix he so yaya den i kip wackin his ball nt lettin him cross....and gess wad my jiao bu win him lehz...gttin strange lolz...somehow i kip wackin this boy til i bery shuang and my emotion are less tense....but this bastard kip showin off infront of mi man...without hesitatin i push him when he lay up lehz...wah lao cant stand him sia...haiz..after tt came hml le.... tml gt trg ...hope tml rain onli at nitez bahz...let mi at least trg to burn my eomtions bahz...haiz...

DaP`10

:s

2004-10-31T21:32:00.000-08:00

My heart was swimmingIn words gathered by the wind.My voice boundedInto a cloud-carried tomorrow.My heart trembledIn the moon-swayed mirror.Soft tears,Spilled with a stream of stars.Isn't it wonderful?If we could walk, hand in hand,I'd want to goTo your town, your home, in your arms.I dream of beingAgainst your chest,My body in your keepingDisappearing into the evening.Words halted by wind areA gentle illusion.A tomorrow torn by clouds isThe voice of a distant place.My heart that had beenIn a moon-blurred mirror that flowed,Those stars that trembled and spilledcannot hide my tears.Isn't it wonderful?If we could walk, hand in hand,I'd want to goTo your town, your home, in your arms.My dream of your face,That I softly touch,Melts in the morning.

hmmmmm...todae...woke up 10+ lolz....eat liao go back slp again...slp til 3 bahz...den go pom pom go yuhua liao...reach yuhua da dui awhile jiu rain liao...sian le like tt...den sit there watch the rain fall my tearz also wana fall liao...haiz...see the rain fall im so sad...wheneva it rains i jiu tin of the past and wantin to cry...haiz...evertimes rain i jiu bery moody lehz....haiz...den sit ther til 6+7 jiu change go jp walk walk lol...go there look fer presents fer sumone lolz... but stil duno wad to buy ...duno wad she likes oso...haiz...fail to understand her...hmmm....after tt ji=us cum hml liao...nth much toda...aniwae holi stars le...my daes are gg to bery no. and boring liao...haiz...trg trg trg ish all im havin this hols bahz...tired of trg liao...realli wana gib up le...haiz...

DaP`10

FADDUP

2004-10-30T12:10:00.000-07:00

aRGHHHHHHh!!!!!!IM SO FADDUP LOST N SAD!!!!!!!GEEEEE>>>>>NTH TO RITE JUS HERE TO VENT ALL MY ANGER >>>>>>>IM SOOOOOOO LOST N SAD!!!!!! DUNNO WAD TO DO>>>>>HAIZ>>>>>I REALLI NID U TO HLP MI NID SUMONE LIKE U TO HLP!!!!ARGHHHH>>>>*SAD*

argh!!!

2004-10-29T21:20:00.000-07:00

haiz...todae went sch late ....realli fade off sia ... hate gg sch liao...todae gt report bk...haiz...guess wad ...very big disappointment lol....realli bery sad wit myself ,my life ,my result and my bball....haiz....sad wit myself cos i tink im nt a good senior,daughter,plyer gan jie to all my youngs one...haiz...owaes fail to do my part lolz...nv done anitin rite fer a long time or should i sae NV done b4.....my life ish jus gttin frm bad to worse le...nt like last time happi go lucki...haiz...now ish like everydae gt probs tt cant solved and cried everytimes lolz...neo tt cryin can nv solved anitin but haiz...let it be bahz....result nehz...realli xiang fang qi syudies liao le...studied like hell end up wit all this sad marks....like tt how to go tru sec 4...counted my self lucki this time le...im advanced to sec 4 nt promoted to sec 4 ...advanced ish alredi bery hurtin liao....haiz....but thx to moix teacher hu hlp those retained students...duno wad will i do if i retain man....if retain everytin ish over....haiz...bball wise...haiz...totalli no passion to burn and dun haf the heart to ply nor die fer jurong le....made my decision but i dunno when ta tell him ...haiz...tt all bahz...no mood ta rite on...tc everyone!!!

DaP`10

("v'")

2004-10-27T18:24:00.000-07:00

heart bery heavy!!!!!cryin every single dae!!!!haiz...breaking down soon!!!

wooo

2004-10-27T10:23:00.000-07:00

woooo...ytd gt trg...damn tired ar...nearli wan faint lehz...heng nv...do e conditionin i jus wan die liao...bery giddy den knee cap painful too...haiz...nt a dae fer mi lol ytd...haiz...da dui hit ppl rather thn do well..haiz...wana sae sry to those i hit quite hard worz...bery sorry!hmmz...ytd oso kena til my unrecover backbone lolz...sho painful hard to twist and turn sia...this morinin woke up the pain can kill man...tin im fallin sick again....haiz...todae nv go sch decided to stay hml rest lolz...haiz...
tml stil gt trg ...hope i can go tru bahz,and hope tml my mood ish gd lolz.....takecare everyone...

DaP`10

he|p !!!

2004-10-25T19:38:00.000-07:00

haiz....kinda lost in my mind agaoin this few daes man....hlp hlp hlp i dun wish to go on this wae ar....haiz...bery lost and confused now...duno wad to do...trg sch all bu xiang go xiang pon but if i do tt out cum are bad i duno wad to do...nid a break!!!but i dun tin im able to gt a break lolz...haiz...breaking down real soon le...soooonnn everytin will be over fer mi...memories will soon be down e drain...haiz...hope b4 i realli break down i am able to use all this time to the fullest and make it memoreable lolz...haiz....

:s

2004-10-24T10:55:00.000-07:00

haiz...ytd trg was a wash out ...haiz...da dui onli can walk cant run~~~~~~...den after da dui do shootin den do skill trg den da dui again..this time can run but we plyin long e...kinda hard to find space cos its long and narrow....did realli do well...ply til kns lolz...simple open basket oso mis..haiz...ytd trg end abit lata lolz...after tt i was so wet sia...asif im jus out frm shower room like tt...wet til kns and cold too .... den i go til e food court there den change by then i was dryer thn b4...change liao go makan ....after tt food finish liao...stil bery hungry!!!decided to go buy ice kachanglolz...mi n moix frenz buy and eat...eat half wae bery cold go out to eat...after eatin went back inside shiver sia~~~~~~~~~~~~...take taxi hml oso shiver...hahaz...serve us rite fer buyin ice kachang when we are alredi cold...haha...chelleging oso lar...heez...
todae~~~~~~~~~
woke up 10+ lolz...jiu online den go pom pom...den mama sae lata wan go visit uncle lolz...heard my ma sae he bery sick...haiz...hope hes fine....todae plan ta stay hml ....tml den go ply til hapi...haha...oh ya tml muz go sch check my log mark sheet...tt all bahz...
take care!!!!

DaP`10

:s

2004-10-23T10:04:00.000-07:00

jus woke up onli..heez...parents all go kusu island to pray,i dun wan go lolz...i go oso nth to do..cos i dun dare go in the temple cos of all the tick smoke tt make it hard fer mi to breath....haiz...so stayed hml lolz...may be lata go orchard wit moix xiao de ...she wan see bag i oso wan see ma...so agreed to pei her lolz..since i nth on in the morin til trg....after see ,buy liao..jiu go fer trg lolz...i duno wan bag to buy...nike,ripcurl,???wana find big and nice bag lolz...den nxt time zai go buy...heez...
as time goes by i feel tt im realli fadin awae very fast le...soon my heart fer everytin will soon vanish man...haiz....i hope tt i my love fer u nv fade cos no matter wad i will nv gib up one e one i lub...tt u!u can pissed mi off,vent ur anger on mi,complian to mi,hate mi ...all this i stil lob u e...haiz....confuses!!!

DaP`10

wah la....

2004-10-22T21:15:00.000-07:00

wah la...reach sch 1025...hahaz....reach sch all havin recess...after tt all muz go hall watch movie...bery nice and touchin movie i can sae...also bery sad and yuck on the violent part...waste my time lehz go sch...actualli dun wan go e cos las min trg change to sch den pia go sch lolz...den end up go sch kan si onli...den trg was a wash out lehz...haiz...im wet all over...after tt trg started le...tok tok do physical lolz...last part bery fun ...sprintin...heez...after tt end le...tok to moix fren til cry...cry it all out jus now but stil feel heavy inside...thx alot fer listenin...haiz...useless mi...stil cant control my emotions...haiz...tryin bery hard le....

had fun sprintin jus now...hees...

DaP`10

oh no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

2004-10-22T07:45:00.000-07:00

oh no~!!!!deep shit sia...sir ytd sae trg was at jjc den this morning change to sch fer trg...and guess wad i didnt attend sch arh!!!!nv go sch go trg sure die...cham...so decided to mit shan at 10 go sch together in order to go trg...oh no....which oso means we r late fer sch and stil hab to sttend sch...argh...hate it when this happens....heez...budden oso hao lar..once in a while late...den when reach sch jiu recess den hab 1h30min of lesson jiu sch end liao jiu go da dui...hahz...lame sia...after receive tt message frm sir cant gt to slp sia...scared the outcum...haha...serve mi rite fer nt attendin sch lolz...last min mi and 2 other frewn pia to sch lata....hahaz...stil mit to go together..lame dao tiao ti ku ....kk...
tt all bahz...update when hml...

DaP`10

...

2004-10-21T21:34:00.000-07:00

yoz...back frm trg liao...trg damn nice ...budden i like da bu chu lehz...so sian...groin bery pain lolz...haiz...den tatical fell on my butt sho pain...cos i cant see wads behind moix...budden okay la...den lata learn lay up lolz...den da dui again...after tt end le go makan...jiu go hml le....
hope i use my 2 break given by sir propeli man...once i finish this 2 break b4 west zone im OUT OF TEAM lehz...haiz...so scared ta break down but i cant control lehz...haiz....so hard fer mi manz...tryin to control le...haiz....tt all bahz/...

DaP`10

another dae!!!

2004-10-21T11:00:00.000-07:00

hmmmm....woke up at 10+ sia...nv go sch...lazi go...hahaz....wake up jiu online den go pom pom everytin....nv go sch e feeling so shuang...hahaz...lata going queenswae bahz,...frewn wan buy shoes fer trg...after tt gt kaixuan trg lolz....hope da dui more sia...ytd trg nv da dui so qi si wo le...budden oso good la...whether so cold nt my type lolz...ply in cold places i can die ar....hope todae dun rain....let us haf a good da dui ....heez....tt all...update tonite!
miz u?!!

DaP`10

tired!!

2004-10-20T21:20:00.000-07:00

hmmmz...todae went sch slp the whole dae sia...muz y slp hml beta gt bed everytin...den recess go hab some bites den go back class slp til sch end lol....after tt go market eat lol....actualli bery full e den bo bian pei fren go so muz at least gib face sia...force myself eat...muz eat oso la gt trg too...after tt went back sch fer trg...change evertin den go shoot ball lol....after tt warm up...den sir came den jog 4 rund inside sch...wah lar...e 4 rund i jiu wana die le...den lata oso bery tired sia...but im glad i pull tru the trg .... after tt jiu rain lol...den i jiu bery cold liao...bth sia...,.but haf to ren...dismiss liao faster go change....den go kfc...wah la...dun wana tok bout wad happen in kfc sia...will haf nitemare man...haiz...and tml nt going sch...hahaz,...lazi go lolz...saty hml slp den afternoon go queenswae den go kaixuan trg....

todae feelin moody...*sad*stil sad lehz...tins stil haven turn out well....hope ot turn out well soon....tt all bahz...

DaP`10

back!!!

2004-10-17T19:50:00.000-07:00

wooo...so mani daes nv update le....cos tio band frm mama....daes without com realli sux aR!!!now tt im back nt tt sian animore le!!!!!past few daes fer mi realli sux dun wish to type it here...kinda personal....hmmm....actualli i duno wana write wad lolz...now tt exam over tml gt sch i nt going lolz..lazi to go....tue gt trg....oh ya...b gals startin trg liao...da jia muz work hard ya?
very worried fer e outcum of e result budden wad done ish done liao....hmmmz....nth much to dae lar...update soon bahz....

takecare everyone!!!!

DaP`10

:)

2004-10-13T09:45:00.000-07:00

hmmmz...ytd forgt to blog...ytd nv blog jiu suan le....cos ytd nth much happen jus happili plyin bbal...todae cme paper...last paper liaoz...tml listenin onli...todae paper al logic des...toopid teacher stil ask us study e bks...heng i nb study non of e question cum out man...hahazzz....hmm...830 jiu end paper liao...den jiu cum hml le lolz...now wanna go zzzz le....heez...cos lata meetin frenz fer lunch wit jiao lain...gt bball meeting fer kx gals ma...duno wad he wana tell us lolz...so beata slp now cos lata he sure gib alot lecture tt i comfirm wana fall asleep e...okie...after tt maybe go yuhua ply bbal again...hahazzz...tt all bahz...

DaP`10

tired!!!

2004-10-12T12:00:00.000-07:00

wooo....todae paper damn hard sia...gone case bahz...b4 10 jiu reach hml liao....reach hml nth to do sia...bery tired tryin to go to slp but jus cant gt to slp lolz...haiz...later going spring ply bbal den go yuhua cc ply lolz...stay hml no use oso...so bored den cant gt to slp sia...having bad headache frm ytd lehz...haiz...
hmmmz....gtg liao...update tonitez again!!!
takecare!!!@_@...

DaP`10

x|n ku!!

2004-10-11T18:33:00.000-07:00

argh!!!so xin ku arh...fancy fallin sick again ....haiz...b4 exam sick now wana end liao sick again!!!!tin im gttin waeker and weaker dae by dae man...skin rub against rough tiny jiu bleed...am i tt waek????haiz...uneless mi ....useless im jus as useless as those retards...saddening....haiz...slp frm 10 plus til now lolz...haiz....useless ish the best to describe mi thses daez!!!mizz u guyz!

DaP`10

so bored!

2004-10-11T10:47:00.000-07:00

hmmm...todae woke up bery cold sia...aniwae todae onli social studies paper jiu can go hml liao...and wah la here ijm hml typin this bolggie....hmmm...todae papaer soso la...my soso ish sure fail lolz....kns lehz...i duno wad e hell i writin oso...kaka...aniwae cum hml nth to do sia...lata may be go yuhua cc ply bbal again...been ply fer the 4th consagative(agar agar spell) dae liao....hahaz...at hml boring jiu go ply lolz...go and try to forgt all the unhappiness...hmmm...tml F&N paper...
takehaizre!!!

DaP`10

tried moix best!

2004-10-09T23:54:00.000-07:00

hmmm...todae slp til 1+ lolz...cos morning den i finalli doze off lehz...den about 3 go yuhua cc ply bbal til now lolz....try my best to ply happili and sum how i did it bahz...budden rest jiu sad again...haiz...i stil realli hate myself lehz...geee....heart stil bery bery sad sia...e scar ish too deep le...haiz...todae nth much lol...onli go ply bbal tryin to overcum my unhappiness and recover frm tt deep scar in moix heart....hope i can recover soon....haiz....4 more daes til exams over..haiz...dun tin i can make it bahz...
tt all bahz...tc everyone....mizz u lotz!!!!really hope u`ill be by my side sia...haiz

DaP`10

hen shang x|n

2004-10-09T09:10:00.000-07:00

haiz...nv blog fer the past few daes worz...com gt problem..ytd had our chem paper lolz...duno can pass anot...tin ish wunt e bahz...this exam im totalli affected by sumtin dam bad lolz...cant even studies well....haiz...hope i can make it arh....ytd 9+ jiu dismiss le den mi n my 2 other frenz went to watch movie lolz...watch ahite chickz!!!so nice sia...can die laffing...overall the show make mi kinda in a happi mood...den i jiu go yuhua cc daqui lolz...had fun den later jiu go hml change shower and den go back yuhua ply again...suay i reach there thy plyin liao...den lata jiu rain....gee...den i bery cold mood nt rite liao ...bu xiang tok nor joke around...so sit there lolz...wait fer the rain to stop...den jiu da dui...try all out to ply happili budden i jus cant...sry if im nt plyin happili den hai dao ni men....den wana go hml tt time jiu cry sia...wah kaoz...so fei liao mi...den pass the ball to cL`9 den walk all the walk to mrt there...jus wana be alone lolz...im bery sry to make her worrie...haiz... after tt go walk dao rainin den cum hml lolz...tt all le...
todae duno wan go yuhua cc ma...scared i ply til very unhappi lehz...hmmz...luan!!!!duno wan go out ply or stay hml studie...tin i may go ?duno...haiz...i realli cant make it liao jus wanna break down ...haiz...

DaP`10

:(

2004-10-06T14:20:00.000-07:00

back frm sch le...todae gt eng p2 and physic lolz...tin both oso gone le lolz...no hope sia...haiz...study til siao end up like tt so saddening man...haiz....jus hope tt i will pass lolz...1130 jiu dismiss liao...den mi jiu go jp makan lol...walk round n round den finalli went to eat pizza hut...kinda siao to eat tt lolz...but we did njoy our luch ....hahaz....after tt walk 1 more round of jp jiu go hml le...btw oso saw moix juniors ...thy were with jiaxin thy all bahz...eeeeee.....ok la...tt all fer todae...tml mathz and history le...haiz...muz study my hist again...forgt liao sia...gtta jia you!
takehaire!!!

DaP`10

:(

2004-10-05T17:33:00.000-07:00

hmmmz...todae no exam...sad....which mean is normal sch dae lolz...so sian lehz...hmmz...todae duno consider wad lolz...happi?sad?moodless?duno nehz...todae gt free period nv make use of the time to study infact i was slacking like no one care sia...go in n out of cls like no teachers like tt....slack alot todae...haiz....gt free frm 1015 to recess ma....this 3o min went outa cls walk walk e sch sia...haiz...den after recess jiu physic lol....sian...nv foucs dao...no mood to study lol...den the teacher oso guan lan wit us lehz...den i jiu nv lesten lol...slp jiu go do drawing...hahax...den after tt mathz...mr nur didnt cum...haha...sho shuang...no lesson i go slack again...in n out of cls like no one there like tt....den after sch faster caoz...cos gt physic lesson ma...alot run sia.... i oso run cos dun feel like gg to lesson...den jiu go jp makan wit fren lol...after tt cum hml le....jiu go check mail den go nap nap le...til now lolz....so shuang....hmmz...tml eng pp 2 and phy worz...haiz...haben study lata muz study liao...hmmz...jus now sms sir tell him im okay liao...tin i tt dae made him very worried lolz...budden im stil nt realli okay yet lar...jus dun wan him to worrie lohz...jus now he call lolz....den tok about as fri tiny...tok til i cry again...haiz...*saddies*...tt all fer todae bahz...
takeaire everyone!!!jia you fer wadeva paper all of u all haf tml....

DaP`10

woo hooo!!!! finalli todae im HAPPI!!!!

2004-10-04T17:53:00.000-07:00

wahaha...todae woke up whole body pain ar....*pain*no chioce go gt prepared fer sch lolz... after shower took my breakfast....reach sch about 7 bahz... nth to do todae also...todae english paper 1 lolz...hmmm...when very smoothly...sho happie sia...den jiu no lesson til recess lolz...i slack oso nv study or do anitin....jus did drawing....den pe time all wearin uniform sia....styled....1st time everyone report in sch u druing pe...den jiu no pe lolz...mr nur gib lecture....haha...heng ish awhile nia...if 30 min tok i sure fall asleep...haha.... den jiu kan dao ni and geral lol...i dunno wads e hug fer sia...but thz lar... shun bai make mi feel warm...hahaz...sho hapi sia...den rinna oso thz sia...3rd hug within 5 min sia...hahaz....den jiu go canteen smuggle food to class...hahz...den eat in class til bery shuang....after tt chi...chi teaher let us do e tins we want..haha,....no study again...*shuang* den i jiu tok wit cs e hole of 1 h lolz...tok alot sia...den eng oso no lesson!!!! kumpua shuang argH!!!! no lesoon sia....wahahhahaahz....happi til siao ar...den cont to tok til 115 lolz... den 115pm gt mathz test....mr nur gib e test so diffcult man...sure die lolz...i tin i will fail...alot question nv manage to gib it a try lolz...i was doind 3rd question and e time was already 2 liao....haf to stop at 225 ma...den alot quetion nv go....haha....hope he wunt gt angry,if so im doomed!!!!aniwae i finally finish my F&N coursework!!!!yeah!!!after 10 mthz i finall finish sia...tt long worz...10 mthz to finish this coursework....haha...hmmmz...tt all fer todae bahz....hee...

jia you fer exam everyone!!!!takehaire!!!!!

I met her in summer
The month was July
she took my heart, spoke sweet words
Made me wanna cry
she held me just right
Not too loose, not too tight
her smile brightened up my day
she filled me with pure delight
To tell you the truth
I didn't think we had a chance
I didn't think it would be more
Than just a summer romance
But I guess fate planned it out
Knew we belonged together
I didn't think anyone
Would want to love me forever
But I guess I was wrong
Since I'm never right
But he makes me feel so good inside
she helped me see the light
I'm still with her
Happier than before
All the love she gives to me
Makes me love her more
I know I'm not like other girls
At least that's what she said
I hope it's in a good way
I wouldn't want it to be bad
If I could just express to her
All I feel inside
If I can show her how happy I am
Show her my heart I don't deny
But I don't think I can
I have this crazy attitude
I wish it wasn't there
Show her my deepest gratitude
What can I do
To show how I feel?
she already knows
That my love is real
Or maybe she doesn't
'Cause she's scared of the past
That gets in the way
This has to last
Heaven gave me a gift
A gift so true
You know what Heaven gave me?
Heaven gave me you.

DaP`10

sho tired ar!!!

2004-10-03T20:00:00.000-07:00

todae wake up 10+ lolz...den go do ez link and spect..after tt abot 4 like tt reach hml....didnt haf enuff slp lehz...sho tired...reach hml slp 2h lolz...overall slp fer 6h nia...den dinner...nth much happen todae larz...hmm...gtta my spect le...heez...todae didnt study dao sehz...haiz....

One day I wrote her name upon the strand,
But came the waves and washed it away:
Again I wrote it with a second hand,
But came the tide, and made my pains his prey.
Vain man, said she, that dost in vain assay
A mortal thing so to immortalize!
For I myself shall like to this decay,
And eek my name be wiped out likewise.
Not so (quoth I), let baser things devise To die in dust,
but you shall live by fame:
My verse your virtues rare shall eternize,
And in the heavens write your glorious name;
Where, whenas death shall all the world subdue,
Our love shall live, and later life renew

hope pp out tt understand this ...very meaninful...miss ya!

DaP`10

ytd had a great dae...

2004-10-03T10:44:00.000-07:00

hmmm...ytd some how had a great dae bahz....morning woke up go makan..den lata go yuhua mac study lolz....onli able to finish my social studies...about4 like tt when yuhua cc ply bball lolz... kinda fun lolz...some how on e court i 4gt about all e saddness den once i rest jiu ciang alot tiny liao..... haiz...hmmm... we plyed til 1 am lolz...actualli 1030 we when to eat le...den after tt tok tok tok til 1+am lolz...last nitez reach hml realli cant gt to slp lolz...gt alot problem tt i m very worried til i havin slpless nitez...haiz...

exam liao...muz put behind all e saddies and focus liao...hope i can focus....now tt i onli can online 2h daily muz make this 2 h to relax ??..haiz...duno can anot lehz...i seldom haf a world without unis 2 h com lehz... hope i can ren dao 14 oct too...
todae woke up 10+ lolz....lata muz go do ez link and spect liao...haiz...1st time mi lost my ez link lehz...
haiz!!
takehaire everyone...miss all of yaz....!!!

DaP`10

todae nt my dae lolz...

2004-10-01T23:14:00.000-07:00

haiz...realli bery sad this morning when gt up lolz...when to sch fer exam...flung liao...rite til out of pts lehz...haiz...make mi so sad man...den i jiu when jp wit moix frenz lol....go eat den walk walk den go bus 154 sent moix fren hml...den lata walk til traffic lite there turn back to jp lol....cos dun feel like gg hml so go walk again lolz..haiz...so careless of moix...fancy losing my ez-link card lolz...haiz...heng stil can walk hml lolz...reach hml bout 33o bahz...reach hml liao nxt to moix blk ish 648 ma,.... gt pp jump down lehz...so scary saw almost everytin lehz...eeeee.....freakin out man...haiz...den cum hml shower jiu online lolz...haiz...online jiu jiesheng kor tok to mi lolz...he neo i gt problem wit xyu budden he duno wad realli wrong lolz...jiu sae mi til as if my fault like tt....ask mi to he hao...wads this man....im e one hu ish hurtz lol....y should e one gttin hurt forgib lehz.... no such tin e lolz... spoil my mood fer tonite bbq too lolz...haiz...he sae tin tt realli hurt mi oso lol...i realli wana tell sir i jus stop bbal lehz...had enuff liao lolz...all my fault lolz....haiz....den at bbq realli bery moody wana cry liao...budden ah ma bd cant cry..muz control...control lol....haiz...den go da qui lol...saw jia min n nick....thy oso join in e bbq uninvited e lolz....haiz...da dui tt time kena spect again lolz...hit moix eye ...this time reali cried lehz....haiz...den cry awhile carry on plyin lolz...alot sad tin x.my mind lolz....haiz...after tt eat cake ply bball again thou cant see well...haiz...tin i cant ply nite bbal lol...cant even see my cousins....haiz...now hml le ...so sadie!!!
wad an unlucki dae fer mi...jus nt my dae....01102004 a dae tt i realli cried inside my heart...ish nt my dae!!!!!!
takehair eberyone!!!!
sobsobz!!

DaP`10

alone...

2004-09-30T17:31:00.000-07:00

ermz...todae nth much happen...jus tt went to sch nv tok to her ....whole dae didnt tok lolz...heez....nth to tok oso...hu ask ya ... blahz...may be u tin im bery xiao qi lolz...pls reflect wad u haf done 1st lolz....so qi ....haiz...
b4 recess lesson all went quite well...after recess hml econ all e wae lolz...1st 2 period study last 2 go com lab to coursework budden i nv do cos nv bring my disc ma...jiu surf net loolz....toopid sch com lan e...so lag...laggin til siao lolz... den jiu nv ply...see other pp surf net...hahaz....after sch went fer lunch wit rac n yl lolz...den lata rush to mathz test..haiz...fail liao bahz...i all fergt lehz/.....haiz...after tt jiu go haf lunch wit mr nur tok alot lolz...den jiu go find frenz den thy studi i drawin .... left sch at 4 lolz....go jp wit cl to buy pen den i off to take chi dict den walk all e waqe hml liao..... i stil wana be alone lolz...feel tt i alone i feel alot beta lolz...haiz...sry to all my frenz ...if i nv ans u al or gib guai guai face or wad im sorry .... jus wana be alone lolz... alone!!!!!!
sobsob!!!

DaP`10

phew!!!

2004-09-29T17:46:00.000-07:00

todae....hmmmz...nth much execpt i was caryin a heart full of worries to sch lolz...bery worried todae mathz lesson will kena scoldin lehz....hahaz...happi enough cos of my honesti i escape lehz...so relieve....hahaz...hmm....after recess i was damn low lolz...haiz...nearli cried...haiz...den tt bitch sae wan go hml wit him oso nv tell mi...hai wo wait...bery wad lolz...feel tt im toopid lolz...haiz...frm now on tru n fro i wan to be alone lolz...haiz...
cum hml...took my lunch den slp lolz...nth to do....lata muz study...haiz....
im so hurtz this few weekz man....hope it dun affect my exam arh....
takeaire everyone esp.my dear dear...heez(onli 1 i call ish u lolz..u saw my blog jiu neo hu im reffering to.)

DaP`10

sad!!!

2004-09-28T18:50:00.000-07:00

haiz...todae tiny bu xiang tok about it le...its over frm tml lolz..mr nur lesson mux pray hard le...im sure gotta kena hell frm him liao...haiz...such a unreasonable n petty man lolz...abit onli jiu gib up on us...i gib up on mathz oso le...haiz...budden i wana pass lehz..haiz...tin ish nt possible le lolz...no one to xplain to moix...haiz...*pray*
cum hml bery sadi lolz...haiz...actualli i reach hml den didi cum...he cum hml jiu snatch com frm mi lolz...wah lar...den i bery angry n sad lolz...haiz...den i bo bian realli cant controlled my emotion liao...go room cry til bery long lolz....haiz...after cryin bery tired jiu slp til now den wake up...haiz....
life realli meaninless man....y like tt?????
basketball soon will be outta my life cos of mr nur man...hes gonna stop mi frm plyin lehz...wad the hell, this ish my hobby my interest nt his lol...how can he jus stop mi ....too unreasonable lolz...if this realli happi im gotta show him e other side of mi le lol...showin no mercy to teacher liao lol....i cant stand JURONG SEC teacher...all SUXERZ!!!!!!

DaP`10

emotion-less?

2004-09-27T19:28:00.000-07:00

ermz..a.todae wake up as usual lolz...gt readi fer sch...nth different todae lolz....jus all e lesson as usual.....haiz...felt bery lost in class lolz...duno y...haiz... after sch gt chi oral lolz...tin i fail badli ...mi go there sit and told e teacher i duno how to read e passage lehz...i didnt even give it a try lehz...haiz....den teacher jiu ask all e chim chim question lolz....haiz...i duno wads had gt into mi this yr lolz...life realli hell man...mani downs daes den up lolz...so saddenin...pp owaes sae tml will be a beta dae but nt true fer mi lolz..everydae seem to be sad and lost fer mi ....haiz...i realli wish to kneo wad ish realli wrong wit mi lolz...i wan my livli daphne back...a happi go lucli ger back...no burdden e...but i dun tin im able to find my wae bax lolz...ish realli basketball e main problem tt cauxe mi to be like tt?i duno lehz...til now i stil dun haf the answer to my nearin a yr problems...haiz...hope to be happi again...

todae after oral go com lab do hml econ project....nv manage to finish den cum hml finish...heng pritn out le....b4 tt went to collect photo lolz....bery lost at tt time...took 240 all e wae to jp den take 179 to 900+ there take e photo lolz...alone go alone back....after collectin walk all e wae back hml....hmmz...being alone ish beta thn wit ppl around mi ...i find tt being alone realli ease my life lolz...so peaceful ... going out alone beta thn going out wit frenz...wit frenz tok alot ply alot...and im sumone hu doesnt ply or tok too much esp tokin lolz...i jus hate tokin ...this ish a problem in mi lol...tok less=kip alot problem to myself lolz....haiz...hmm...nth much le bahz...tt all fer todae...
take care everyone and those hu read my blog too.....

DaP`10

haiz!!!

2004-09-26T21:20:00.000-07:00

haiz...shoulden haf gone cycling this morning man...*regret* tot i recover frm my hip injuries ....nv expect to hurt again sia....pain ar!!!!haiz....cum hml around 3 lolz... den rest cos too painful....rest til i gone to slp til 6+...wake up to late to complete my 6h of study liao...haiz...

tonitez gtta burn liao...muz at least complete 6 h lolz...haiz...onli had 2 h todae nia...*sad*
went to tamah jurong to haf dinner lolz...saw e twins n my nephew sia...sian 1/2 lolz...hahaz...after tt went sheng siong lolz...mama wan buy tiny ma...jiu go lolz....moix hate walkin in sheng siong lolz...soooo mani people...den i no chioce listen dicsman while walkin lolz...haiz...saddenin....

this few daes stil very sad lolz...haiz,....hope to be my old self again...ahappi go lucky ger lolz...waitin fer e dae to cum lolz...haiz....miss u lotz lehz!!!!!haiz...
4 more dae to chi paper le...da jia jia you wor.... let take this last lap of e yr together!!!den can njoy le...let endure man!!!

niteZ!!!!

DaP`10

after sooooooo looonnnngggg

2004-09-26T10:15:00.000-07:00

wahahahazz...after sooo long finalli i can gt back on my bike once again....wahhahaz...sho happi man....hope i dun injuried my hip again lolz....injuries in e hip realli hurtz bery xin ku alot movement was restricted lehz...haha...now can gt on my bike le...yeape...but stil hurtz abit...heez...
now im back on bike mean im back on my nitez cycling once again.....without this i was damn lost lolz....sad sad stay hml which is nt my wae lolz....heez...

DaP`10

2004-09-25T22:12:00.000-07:00

hohoho...todae woke up 9 + ...nth to do lolz....den wait fer papa wake up den go makan....after makan jiu cum hml online lolz....after tt go study til 1 plus den slp til 3 plus lolz....den by e time i woke up cousins all here liao...den cant use com lolz...haiz...jiu nv use til now lolz....haiz....finalli settle e problem le...we r back to normal liao....i finalli reset myself le lolz...hope nth such problem happen again...bery saddenin lozl tt dae...haiz...okie...todae studied quite long lolz....about 6 h of studies todae le...kinda happi tt i realli studied...heez...tml oso muz do e same...muz do well in exam...dun wan to retain...

nth much happen todae lolz...tt all...everyone jia you fer examz...
take care everyone outthere!!!!!

miss ya lots!!!

DaP`10

leave mi alone....

2004-09-24T14:58:00.000-07:00

haiz...so sad argh....this few daes feel very bad in e heart lolz.... haiz...confuse,lost & sad lolz....in sch lose focus in mathz lesson lolz... den dunno how to do mathz...haiz...den eng slp jiu recess...after tt can concentrate liao...physic gt test...haiz..duno can pass ma...studied like hell hope can pass ah bo if fail can go to hell liao....haiz...muz jia you in study le exam cumin le...
after sch went canteen buy milo lolz...den jiu walkin out liao...argh...den here cum sumtin i expected frm ytd lolz....realli happen...moix frenz kena lolz.....hahaz...den delayed awhile cai go hml...i feel so bad in side lolz....duno y i wunt tell her lolz...seemz like im scared to hurtz her feelin...so nv tell lol kip denying...haiz...tin she angry?duno lehz...haiz...mess her no reply...but instead replied moiz frenz...duno larz...jus feel bad inside...nt i wan to kip it frm ya e...haiz...suan liao....haiz...
on the wae hml very sad lolz...haiz...dun understane myself sumtimesz too....haiz...i jus wan peace tt all... nth much...happi ish wat i wan in life also but nt possible lol...wit wad i haf i dun tin im able to unless i leave b gals and kaixuan....haiz...reali very very hurtz inside ....everydae feel like cryin lolz....haiz...nv tok to alot bball frenz this week also....see dao thm jiu walk awae lol....i oso duno y...may be jus wan to see sum new faces,be alone lolz? duno larz...im jus so lost n confused,haiz....jus wan to be alone...leave me alone!!!
sobsobsobsobsobsob!!!!

hEaRt sO lOsT n cOnFuSed!!!!
LoSt !!!!!!!

DaP`10

haiz...problem startin again le bahz....

2004-09-23T20:39:00.000-07:00

haiz...sick...stil sick so xin ku...haiz...hope i recover asap...haiz...so long nv update le...cos cant use com gotta study lolz...exam cumin liao...1st oct 1st chi paper lolz....haiz...no confi in chi lolz./...kns....ermz...ytd gt kaixuan gme...last gme fer all of us lolz....were plyin aljunied....lost badli lolz...mani off form...infact i tin ish all off bahz....sad lolz... haiz...suan le...this ish a lesson fer all of us to learn...jia you nxt womens cup e most....

hmmmz....after e game bu xiang follow thm hml lolz...jiu ask papa cum fetch....i sumhow wana leave kaixuan cos of 3 jurong gals lolz.... this 3 realli make mi pissed off lolz...hate e wae thy treat fren attitude and personal reason....haiz....haiz...i realli wana be alone fer good lolz...i dun wan to haf such a heavy mind lolz...i jus wan peace n happi life lolz....tt wad i ask fer in life nth much....but seem tt im nt able too lol....wit this kind of frenz ish beta to end my life thn stayin on and seein thm everydae lolz....haiz...tin i leave kaixuan ish beta lol...dun haf to see thm so much....and pls this 3 gals gt out of my sight man...i simply cant stand u guy...dun even try to tok to mi or ask mi wat happen....dun try to show mi u care lolz...i wunt gib a damn....so forgt it...gt out of my life u bitchz...i duno y u guy haf to make mi til im like tt lolz...im jus bery badli hurtz lolz...everytime gt hurtz by frenz...i had enuff liao....all my life ish gttin hurtz...wads this....die ish beta thn sufferin all this lolz...haiz....haiz, ani trouble cum i dun care le...i had enuff....im being stubborn now!!!!!!STUBBORN!!!!!!fark fark fark fark lah.....so angry..............cb....bitchz....sry gtta let out my anger!!!!haiz....

hate bball
hate kaixuan bai
hate jurong b gals
hate 3 gals
hate everything!!!!!!!
HATE HATE HATE!!!!!!

HATE YOU GALZ !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

coughing to death le ar....haiz...

2004-09-20T16:24:00.000-07:00

haiz...this mornin up wake to go sch lolz...nth much todae lar...reach sch assembly lolz....back to class 3 period free lolz...shuang can slp lol...budden mi cant slp cos coughing til bery badli lolz....den jiu mathz....2 period study til i siao lolz...den nxt period actuclli pe e...den suay suay under same teacher ...nb...he jiu extend mathz lesson til pe time lozl...den no pe...nvm no pe nvm...jiu recess...after recess jiu mt 2 free period again...hahazz....can slp again....budden i stil cant slp sia....stil coughin like mad lolz....cough til throat hurtz alot lolz....til i whole bodi weak....diaoz... after sch went to find teacher budeen teacher went hml le...win liao lolz...tml test she take e file no nid study le...gee...
nth much todae....aniwae muz jia you in studies le....cant slack liao...

so xin ku ar....coughin til wanna die le...haiz....

DaP`10

wad a nitez!!!!

2004-09-17T15:38:00.000-07:00

wow....sho mani daes nv update le worz...sowie sia...been rather busy lol this weekz...den almost everynitez slp at 2 or wad e lolz....wad e heck...i oso duno wad im bz wit lolz...basketball,studies already killing my life badli le....now gt injuries tt i now den discover which ish too late lolz...haiz...bbal b gals started le lolz...bery tiring lol....onli trg awhile jiu wanna die le duno able to carry on ma....and i was thinking of stopping too le....wads the use when u are nt plyin happily ??? my aim ish to ply happily in jurong n kaixuan bbal lol...but seems tt i will nv be happi plying e lolz....im so sick of bbalz man....no happiness no life sia....wads e use of stayin?moreover im losing all my interest in bbalz to..onli xiang haf a mountain biking adventure lolz...more fun and happi relaxing beta thn bbalz ..... happiness ish wad i wan in life nt all e moody world....haiz...
hmmmm....ytd....slp at 9 plus den 1205 woke up switch off air-con...too cold i cant stand it ma...so woke up n off...den my nose bleed sia...so painful yet its numd lolz...cant realli breath...haiz...den awhile jiu gt sms cum in jiu chat awhile be4 i doze off again lolz...haiz...hope my nose recover asap...haiz...
todae when to sch as usual lolz...nth much happen todae...dae pass bery fast ....chem 2 period didnt do much ,mathz learn like hell fer 2 period,eng do N level 2oo4 paper...so diffcult ar...sure fail e mi...haiz....den recess,his studied well fer 1 period and physic i realli slack liao...cant concentrate lolz...but force myself to foucs end up able too....hah...after sch jiu go makan jiu cum hml le....nth much todae....
tml last trg fer b gals n c galz b4 our break fer exam le....da jia muz jia you fer exam worz....!!

DaP`10