Mon~
sch wan boring...mondae lover nehz...can die frm it...comb humans and sci on sae dae yet ish frm 1 to 4th period are combine humas den after tt 4 period of combine sci...rox rite???slp fer 8 period liao lolz but i din slp .....wad would u do if u haf all these lesson on the same dae...?rox the wolrd upside down man...im totalli stress frm all this 8 lesson....nearli slp lolz...but i haf to wake myself up...i cant slp like wad i do in sec 3 daes...all i do ish slp tru the yrz...no wae im doing this in sec 4 ...N level ish rund the coner le...no time fer mi to slack liao...im worried fer tt
FArkin N level~~~after sch when ta hall fer O level release~im surprise tt there are peeps tt score so mani A1s man...i totalli can believe man...a1z lehz...how m i gona gt those result?N level i oso cant make it tt kind le...yet O level stil gt peeps socrin so well...mux realli pei fu those geni man...while knowin their result i some how gt the worry`ness like tt...haix... after tt went hml le bahx...
TuE~
lesson were alrite...but i dream in cls alot ...was think of nth but u..i duno y kip thinkin...haix...lesson til 3 pluz....den cum out go fer trg le...trg was more on skills bahx...im totalli out of strength n everytin...feel sho useless...cant spin oso le..haix,...jus feel like takin the ball n wack it far awae man...feel sho fark up wit my back pain knee and elbow~~~!!!!i owaes tot of gibin up bbal but wadever i tell sir he jus wunt approve mi ... told mi nt to gib up but wads the use of mi plyin on with nt performin when i should be....trg sho long i stil cant correct wad i should be correctin...arint i jus wastin my own time going trg all these....i sumtimes jus wonder ...haix... after trg when hml le...haix..
WeD~
lesson nt bad...was bery slpy but dint slp...1st time....gt back chem papers...failed lolz...haix tt teacher teach i totalli dun gt her...ask her one on one stil cant understand her ....4gt it...after sch eat le do h/w den 230 took sch bus down to support boys finals...haix...my wish of plyin in the finals gone lolz...last yr in jss le...wunt gt the chance to ply after this yr..haix...tou i haf sec 5 but i duno whether to ply if i go sec 5...nvm...while watchin the gme was thinkin of mani mani tins...all the tins hapen in tt hall durin my sec 2 dae...haix...it happened todae oso..im sho upset lolz...boys lost to unity...den collectin przie le...was very upset...sir wasnt there ... 2 yrs back he wasnt there too!!!im sumhow hate tt... 2 yrs back we took our prize he want there now oso nt there...u nv wanted to see the 5 of us take jus tell us lolz...y stil bother to tell us u wan to see us tru our last yr in jss..YYYYY????sobxx...y wan make us think negative...at least tell us y u werent there...upset man...after tt when jp makan jiu go hml le...
TodAE~
lesson fer 1st 2 period fun...had balloon to ply ...im scared of it aniwae....we are told to blow as big as possible to rite our dream on it...of cos i did tt....2nd balloon was told to blow fer our problem...after tt we were told to burst our problem balloon...oh no...this ish scary....i dun dare to sit on it man....so took pen n poke...boom...gt shocked ...scream sia...mani gals also scream....den had to hlp to tie the balloon on the window...kaoz....was shakin like shit....1st 3 balloon successfuli put...next 3 burtz rite b4 mi man....nearli cry...heart pump dam fast man....but fun lar...all thos boom boom and screamin...hahz...den jiu lesson le...after recess jiu go com lab til 115...actualli muz do coursework...but mi n mi frenz surfin the net all the wae til end of the dae,...haix...after tt go jp den hml le...haix...
tml gt trg lehz...dun feel like going ....tired!!
Wo HeN xIaNg nI!!!haix...
i haf no interest in bbal le..im totalli dead in bbal ..i jus wana stop plyin ... i jus wana stop!!!haix...i haf mani tins i wana sae but 4gt it...sae le no one will understand how i feel ... all i can do ish i jus take a step at a time le... dun wan look back or tink far le...jus wana relax my brain fer the rest of my life...hope my heart stop b4 i do anitin silli?i understand y gals like to cut there hand i do now...i neo the feelin le cos i tried it...it hurz physicalli nt emotionally...it feel alot beta tt bein hurt emotionalli...haix....i neo i have been tellin peeps nt too...but now im doin it ,i finalli understnd lehz...haiz....tt all bahx...take care all....
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