Sunday, September 05, 2004
im tired of it le...
ermz....ytd nth much happen lolz...rot frm morning til 3+ den go out watch bbal game...de game nt bad lar...learn alot tiny...last nitez reach hml cant gt to slp lolz.... den 12+ receive sms frm her den chat til 1 plus lolz...den suddenli no reply cos she slp le...i jiu sian diaoz...lying on e bed til 6 am stil awake man...bo bian force moix self to slp...finalli slept le...9 am wake up liao...cant slp le...duno wad happen to moix lolz...this few daes seems to haf sleepless nitez lolz...den nxt dae extreamli tired but stil nt in mood to sleep...haiz...now im so tired sia...budden cant gt to sleep lolz...haiz...now im tired and hafin bad bad flu lolz...last 2 daes oso e same tiny lol...i jus wonderin how cum like tt lolz...same routine lehz...haiz...im so tired with life now man....hope i can sleep 4eva lolz...dun wake up end my life jus slping ,no pain no sufferings....haiz....may be all this happened cos i neo sumtins in life nt rite fer mi lolz....*tired of living*this holi realli take my life man...
now im so tired budden dun wish to sleep....i duno y i feel like im makin myself to suffer fer nth lolz...everydae jus wan listen to music,study jiu si dun wan slp...haiz...this holidae dun feel like plyin too...ish sumtin very worng with mi???i wonder lolz....ermz...alredi 150 le i stil dun feel like hafin a nap lolz....y???????moreover this holidae i seemz to talk very less when im out with frenz lolz...notice im very diamz lolz...y y y y y y ????? haiz....im so tired wit myself le....haiz...
lata going out to watch game again lolz...go learn tiny....
aniwae...jurong b gals startin trg this fridae le...haiz...im stil in no trg mood at all...stil feelin lost lolz....should i go this fridae???i duno lolz...im so luan....
*really tired with life and myself*
*sad,lost,confuse and sleepless nitez make me very fa*k up*
*hope sumtin will change mi and my life *
*mIzz U bAdLi*
DaP`10
alone 1:55 PM